The ding and dang of my doink life

Cowabunga!

2007-12-15T05:01:00.000+08:00

Happy 15th anniversary honey!! :D
Monday was da sh*t alrite xD hehe.
Yeah we made it perfect, just the two of us :)
Them months keep rolling past by,
and Im very sure them years will come.
Cuz I see no reason why,
I shouldn't stay and devote,
commit and love,
the very best of God's creation :)
It's natural to love you, sweetheart.
It feels right.
And I adore it too.
<3

My first cable car ride was like woooooaaaah. At one point I was prepared to die coz it was raining so heavily and the speed of the 'car' seems odd. But strangely I felt calm. The amazing view of the vast surroundings took my mind off my fear of locomotion in the air.

The whole ride was fast. We took from one of the Harbourfront towers to Sentosa and back. Short ride eh? Must be cheap right? My ass. lol.

Went shopping at vivo. Babygurl got herself two tops from forever21 and myself, a top from pull&bear and another from zaramen.

We concluded the day by going to bugis street for a bit, followed by a trip to syafz's workplace.

Anyhoo, M&M now comes with a brand new pair of rings!! :D
But sadly I'm too much of a lazyass to upload pics of it. Teehee.
Well it's on honey's blog anyway so do check them out coz I seriously think it's the most unique pair of rings that I've ever purchased.

Makes us reallyreallyreally special eh babygurl? :)

UH OH GOTTA RUSH TO WORK NOW!!!!

I'm cyber dead. Almost.

2007-12-08T01:03:00.001+08:00

I'm cyber dead.

Almost.

Work is heavy.

And my mind's going hazy.

In short I'm crazy.

But then again many would say,

that i am just too lazy,

to blog about my everyday,

and that they miss me crazy xD

Well, here's to all.

Mike's blog won't fall.

but work's really heavy.

And worry not, i'm still as crazy :D

I'm cyber dead.

Almost.

2007-11-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

as u've guessed it, I'm too lazy to change my blogskin just yet.

lol.

went to bishan stadium in the afternoon with babygurl for a short running session. Weather felt goooooood. was real fun uh :) Ran with her for 4 rounds before she called it quits. At that point of time, i thought of quitting too..

I did not.

I RAN FOR ANOTHER 4 ROUNDS! :)

felt so shiok man.

Since the weather was cold (it rained earlier in the morn), I didn't really feel tired running.

In fact, I wanted to continue for another 2 rounds laaa.

But mother nature stood in the way. Down came the pour.

Bleah.

All is not that bad though. WildWildWet tmr ;)

2007-11-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate it or love it im back for goooooood :)

but first things first ya'all,

Happy belated 14th month anniversary honey! :D
yes we've gotten far and certainly i've got no doubts about how much i mean to u :)
U mean soooooooooooooo much to me cik adik. hehehe xD
I've never wanted anyone so so much.
Being with u is the best thing that has happened to me.
U form the integral part of my life.
U, gave me life.
I feel blessed.
I've got u sayang :D
Looove u lorryloads too,
I always will :)
<3

hehehe ;D

I miss blogging. I miss ranting shit online. I miss posting crap and cheesy posts.
Not forgetting my amatuerish poems.hahahaha.

So these are the reasons why this blog is no longer on hiatus.

furthermore, honey have made me promise to blog regularly.

knowing that honey can be such a cavewoman when she's angry, i rather stick to my words(hahahahahaha. kidding :P)

I'M BACK ONLINE AGAIN HOMIES!!

many months have passed by since the last time i posted a decent post. manymany things have occured during those months.

but no, im not going into details about 'em.

at the end of the year i think i'll do a short summary of what this blog has been missing out.

yupp, think ill do just that :)

for now though, im in need of SLEEEEEEP!

I'm no longer the nite animal I was before.

Somehow my biological clock has changed for good.

*yawn*

Tomorrow I'll be working 12-11. thats like.. ELEVEN FREAKING HOURS!

I'll be damn shagged la can. Think if I were to give up in between, I'll bury myself in the huge tub of flour so that no one will be able to find me.

ya rite aail.

but more hours means more money rite? I'm saving up for christmas shopping with sayang :)

CANT WAIT!!! :D

anyway, that's all for tonight. I'm planning to change my blogskin tomorrow night after work. That is, if I can kill my lazy self en route to the com.

= ="

brace yourselves people. Miketheman is back for good.

grand hustle.

ONE YEAR!!!!!!!!!! YES AR YES AR YES AR ;)

2007-09-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ONEYEAR ANNIVERSARY GOOGOO! :DD

fuyoooo. Time flies eh? Our first date seems like a day or two ago and I hafta admit that today I feel as if I've gotten attached with u all over again.hehehehehe :)

Many doubted we would last months, let alone a year.
But we are still going strong.
Really strong.
We might bicker now and then but what's a relationship w/o its ups and down?
Deep down, we know that we won't leave each other.
This is coz I can't do w/o u and u can't do w/o me too.
Pride aside, we both know that we are dependant of each other :)

may we last longer still.
coz no one can make me
smile wider,
laugh harder,
go reallyREALLY wild,
go 'awwwww' at pure cuteness,
feel loooved,
like u do :)

and you're irreplaceble too.
and like you, i do hope that one day we will have that trip around the world.
Paris, London, Berlin...u name it. The list goes on and on and on till we get broke. LOL.
But i'll bring you around globetrotting for sure.
Cuz I wanna see it all.
With u :)

I believe in fate.
But I do believe in pure effort too.
I'll put in my everything and anything, to make this last.
For love.
For us.
For you.

aail loooves u too, atiQah adam :D

2007-08-21T12:49:00.000+08:00

The blazing sun burns the skin off my shoulder.

Yet it did not deter me, not a single bit.

As I crouched, hidden in the bushes,

I knew she was going to be mine.

But I had to study her,

Her moves.

It's the most crucial part of it,

so the elders says.

So I waited.

A painful wait.

She was elusive.

One moment I thought the time was right.

But at the same time,

I thought I heard someone whispered,

" The time has yet to come! "

So I sank back.

Frustration grew.

So did my shadow.

As the wait seems more fatal,

than the catch itself.

Alas! I couldnt wait no further.

I jumped,

The majestic beast turned.

Her beautiful eyes met mine.

We got into the fighting stance.

Minutes went by.

The lion and I were moving in a circle.

I'm skilled.

Experienced.

Yet at that very moment,

I felt small.

I wanted to give up.

And be devoured by the lion.

But then again,

I've waited a lifetime for this.

So I pounced,

My hand was holding the spear strong.

But whilst in mid-air,

I swore I saw those beautiful eyes teared..

2007-08-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

You can call me a coward.

You can call me a coward all u want.

I did not want to leave.

But think again.. in circumstances as such, can one actually survive?

I think not.

Yes it was a cowardly act.

But I had to.

Now eat this..

I do care for her and she fills me mind once in a while.

After all, she's my sister.

But I had to move on.

One day, I'll bring her back.

Hell yeah, I'll find her.

You can doubt all u want.

But trust me, I'll find her.

She's my sister.

My blood..

Disco inferno.More inferno than disco.

2007-08-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

First of all...

Happy 11mth anniversary iqa! =)
thanks for reminding me to seek for the light rather than the darkness in life.
You're my strength, yet at the same time, you're my Archilles heel.
It's evident that w/o u, I'll be a lesser man than the one I am now.
You've shaped me into a stronger person with your love =)
And yes, we'll get matching colours for raye kaykay?

Looove u =)

and now for the other part of my update...

While you peeps were having a blast during National day, I was crashing and burning at Canadian.

Our orders were delayed for more than 2 hours. The situation was further worsened by some really 'attitude' customers.

Not to mention the lack of kitchen staffs.

The kitchen was sooo humid and hot, I thought everything will catch fire due to the high temperatures.

And sadly, that includes me too.

Honestly, I seriously though I would be burned in a smoky inferno.

rite = ="

At the end of the day, I felt really really drained. Most of my fingers were partially burned and that aggravated the condition of the rashes on my fingers.

Ouch.

But maybe, the whole pandemonium in the kitchen was worth it. And this is due to the fact that I was paid 7.50 per hour.

So that makes my earnings for the day = $78.50

hehe.

K digression starts here.

I'm missing soccer. Girls will never understand it why is it important for guys to kick them balls.

In fact, missing is not strong enough a word to satisfy its severity.

I'm actually craving for soccer.

Also,

I don't really have any reason at hand to explain why this space is not updated regularly.

It's just that, I don't really go online often nowadays.

I've moved on from being a 24-hr computer freak.

Man, days were the those.

Nowadays I rather indulge myself in the ~~sinful~~sweeet things in life =)

omit sweeet.

It's sweeet =)

MY BDAE!!

2007-07-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Had the celebration on saturday though..and boy, it was the best birthday surprise ever. Met baby at braddell station on saturday morning. At first I thought I was going to spend the whole day with her alone. I tried to find little signs which might give away something, but unfortunately for me, I culdnt! Even baby's bigbig eyes managed to lie..lol.

She then surprised me with a Quiksilver sweater and a sweeeeet birthday card!!!!

awwww..looooove u laaa babe =)

We then board a train to bishan. Baby claimed she had to get something for her younger brother, whose birthday is coming up soon. So we then set off walking round and round the first floor when suddenly, she took a sharp turn into Secret Recipe.

I had no choice but to follow her in.

Biggest mistake. LOL.

Still in a shock state, I was given the killer punch of shockness (wth la aail) when suddenly, familiar faces started singing a birthday song for me.

I was like, uh-oh.

Hafiz, Syafiq, Abhay, Fadhillah and Vick, Syafiqah and Sakinah were all amused by the expression shown on my face. For a split second, I thought it was armageddon.

And I meant that seriously.

After settling down....er...omit that..I never did settle down! LOL..

I was so shocked laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I was trembling laaa when I blew the candle on my cake. = ="

Never would I have imagined myself getting surprised in such a way.

And this is because I've never had a birthday surprise before.

Never.

Not even once.

So yupp, I was touched that finally, at the age of 17, someone planned a surprise for me.

And lucky me, that someone is reallyreallyreally special to me =) hehehe.

After Secret Recipe, everyone had to go our separate ways.

So baby, syafs, abhay and myself took a train all the way to Raffles Place (bust my adult fare). Initially, only three of us (baby, syafs and myself) wanted to go to One Fullerton to visit Syafiqin at her workplace. But since Abhay had to wait a while for his friend to be around, he decided to join the boat. lol.

Note to self: Buses are cheaper alternatives.

So went over to the Starbucks there, ordered some drinks, then left. Me and baby went to Marina Sq afterwards with the intention of watching Alone. But unfortunately for us, most of the tickets were sold out. And the influx of people didn't help either. Gahhh.

So we took another train aaaaaalllllllllllll the way to yishun to catch the movie at another time slot (trust me, if long trips like this were to be a norm, I think I'll be needing additional jobs = ="). This time we were joined by THE KID. Sakinah of coz. Wahahaha =)

All in all, I had a great time on sat. Reallyreallyreally great time =)

I've always wanted a birthday surprise.

And somehow I think u knew all along I was secretly wishing for one this year.

But after much tinkering, I thought it wasn't possible.

You know, with your school commitments and all.

But somehow, u've managed to plan everything.

U even managed to gather everyone to be part of the surprise =)

The reason why I wanted to post this post isn't all because I wanted to tell people what happened during my birthday.

The main reason is to tell people what u've done for me =)

U've made many of my wishes come true.

I would be truly unappreciative if I were to ask for more.

I've never thought someone would actually do such a sweet thing for me.

Never.

But...u =)

It touches me.

I'll never find a better girl.

Neither can I ever find a greater love.

I looooove u iqa.

Hell yeah, I do =)

Thank u.

p.s I'll post all the pics soon aiite.

2007-07-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

I need not say much.

In fact, I'm running out of words.

Cuz most of them are sooo cliche'd, they should be copyrighted.

But I do want you to know this.

Happy 10th month anniversary baby!

I looooove you too googoo =)

You do know how much you mean to me right? Teehee.

Uhhuh uhhuh, all I ever needed =)

2007-06-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

Tagboard replaced!

my inability to view my cbox taggy have forced me to change it.

so yuppyupp.

I can't really update nowadays.

I think I was self-denying when I actually declared that I will blog more often.

Working sucks laa.

I've traded time for money.

and that hit me real hard recently.

digression: my tagboard looks gay. hahahaha.

oh oh, you people should catch surf's up. It's darn amusing.

and somehow, it made me wanna pick up surfing..

er.

I think I should just stick to doughs and pizzas. LOL.

My exams are looming nearer each day.

It's so near.

It's scary.

Uhhuh uhhuh. The time has come.

It's hello to books once again.

sigh.

2007-06-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

VIDS! VIDS!

like finally!! = ="

this was one of my prac sessions at nyjc before performing during nyjc's open house.

You might be wondering why I volunteered..let's just say I have a certain attachment to the school..

Firdaus's crazy antics will never fail to amuse me..HAHA!

I've been wanting to post this vid in ages..It is the unplugged version of Steelheart's "She's Gone" in Hong Kong..The thing that really intrigue me much is that the voice range of the lead singer (MIKE Matijevic) is absolutely superb.. I doubt there's anyone out there who can reach high notes the way he does it..

digression : I wanna learn how to swim.. It's really sad that till now, I'm still unable to achieve a certain standard in swimming.. forget about standard.. I CAN'T EVEN FLOAT!!!..hahahaha..

anyway..I'll update soon enough..apologies for lack of posts.. blogger's been a bother and I dont really have the time to update that regularly nowadays.

blame canadian.

and oh oh..

My tagboard is being a bitch..I can't even see it la wth.. everytime i try to view it, an error message will pop up saying its forbidden.. I've been trying my best to tackle the problem..but it seems like my efforts are all in vain..

that would only mean one thing.. I can't reply tags. Neither can I read them.

I'm planning to get a new taggy..any suggestions..

if you do, you can just...er... tag me in msn..

later alligator!! =)

"Equip thyself with love"

2007-05-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

Whey powder?

YEAH WHEY POWDER!!

I'm buying them from syafiq.. and this is only because he is selling them at such a low price..three servings for a dollar..omgomgomgomg..

so me and him made a deal the other day..he would bring me that 'barang baik' weekly on sundays..

uhhuh uhhuh.. =)

for those out there who know nuts about whey powder..they are actually supplements for those who wish to have their bodies as big as Arnold's (exaggeration)..

so imagine this..

thiny-mikey will become Arnold-ly after a year's consumption of protein powder..

woaahhhhh!!

rite.

anyway..I'm so so glad that my supervisor is MIA at Canadian nowadays..he's off on a holiday trip to China..Me and my mates at Canadian are certainly hoping that he would catch a mutated strain of the H5N1 virus and die..

= ="

Good news is I won't have to entertain his queer jokes and be plagued by his numerous derogatary terms each weekend..

Phew.

Talking about work.. I'm certainly certain that I'll be reducing my working days to only two days per week soon as I must make way for intensive revision before September..

Bad news is I will have to make do with a small amount of money each week..and with adult fare being such a pain in the ass..I'm wondering still whether survival is possible..

hurhur..

Oh oh..watched POC with darling Iqa the other day! =) the mooovie was fantastic overall, although the plot seems a bit blurry..I was angered by their interpretation of Singapore..think we were not as filthy as pictured in the mooovie back then..but anyhooo..it was great =)

okiedokie..think I'll end my entry here..

I hope I'll be able to post some videos in my next entry..unable to do so now..blogger is being a bitch..haha..

soooooo..

do stay tune people =)

2007-05-20T14:15:00.000+08:00

WOAHH!!..

Its been a LOOOOOOONG time since I last updated this space..

Too long in fact..

Its covered with cobwebs that are large enough to make even spiderman proud = ="..

ATTENTION TO ALL- YOUR FAVOURITE BUGGER IS BACK!!!!!!! =)

uhhuh uhhuh..

Many things happened..too many in fact..and I'm particularly lazy to tell it all now..

Well there's gpa,baby's chalet,baby's birthday..and oh oh..the release of o level results and so on and so forth..

Even a summarised account might not appear summarised at all once I'm complete typing it..

Therefore all I can so is reassure that I'm in good health and that life's been great..

and for those who had been curious enough to know where I was posted to..

the answer is- no where.

Out of the given choices, I only did manage to select one.

And after obvious posting results which followed, I've decided that its best if I were to retake my maths paper once again.

Uhhuh..

I'm working now..part-time though..at the infamous Canadian Pizza Srgoon Gardens outlet (ask me not on why its infamous..)

Working life is tough and I am contstantly envious of those who are currently schooling now..

but there's certainly no room for regret as my examination is drawing closer by day..

Lucky for me,I've got a great gal by my side.

Really great girl =)

She's officially my idol..and certainly a hot cheerleader to cheer me up whenever I get emo..wahaha..

Thanks loads baby =)

I loooove my googoo..teehheee..=))

So there you go people, an entry..

Will be updating again soon enough..

But for now..think I better get ready to leave for work..

hurhurhur =)

2007-02-19T02:27:00.000+08:00

Was missing in action..

but here i am back again..

all due to the overwhelming demand for updates..

I'll spare u guys from the disapointment of viewing a stale blog..haha..

Soooo..here's what happened so far..

My work is killing and its killing still..ive been making dough everyday and i'm confident that the amount of dough ive made so far is equal to the weight of a baby elephant..no kidding..=.=

not only am i responsible for making the dough..im also responsible for the side orders...a demanding job definitely as it gets u thirsty now and then..much thanks to the heated environment..

But all in all..im quite contented with my job..the guys there are superb..helpful peeps no doubt..and they certainly do ease the pain of working in an entirely hectic environment..

. . .

My o levels result is a definite disapointment..my grades are well off the target..and certainly my chances of getting somwhere looks damn bleak..and hell no I ain't gonna elaborate about it..lets just say I did horrendously bad but I still did qualify for poly..which a surprise mind you..

. . .

V-DAY!!!..spent the whole day in nyjc..in fact,ive been crashing so many times..i think some of the peeps there think im part of the orientation batch..(padahal,padahal)..baby had her hands full for the day..dance prac and all..no time for me and her time for v-day..wahaha..but hey,at least i spent the day with her rite?..hehe =)

and oh..she made this specially for me!!!!

so sweeeeet rite?of course laaa..my darling uh =)..she even wrote "i love you" in fifteen different languages!(this is the cue for u guys to go"awww"...lol)

She's a definite dream come true for me and baby, there's no other person i rather have next to me but you..uhuh uhuh..hehehe..

. . .

Wan,Kal,Fit a.k.a the three beruks..will be joining me at canadian..its going to be one hell of a time no doubt working with a bunch of crappers like them..

maybe..just maybe..ill be looking forward to working each day..

. . .

Adult fare is a killer..a golddigger in fact..im going all bankrupt again due to its pocket-burning capabilities..

imagine topping up $10 every two days..that amounts to more than $120 per month..

gosh..

i mean come on laa..im nt even legal enough to do anything adult laaa..

urgh.

. . .

so there you go..an update..

will be updating soon again..i think..

so as long there's demand..there will be supply..

demand and supply?isn't that from econs??

the wonders of crashing..

And to my lovely iqa, I'm gonna stickwitu too.

yuppyupp =)

2007-01-16T15:29:00.000+08:00

Aloha!

lack of updates eh?here's one..

=.=

I'm at Nanyang Jc now..

While many might wonder what the hell am I doing a such a place..even many more others might think I'm pulling the legs of u readers..

No I'm not..

There's only one simple explanation on why am I at nyjc now..

I crashed..

For those who might not be so familiar with the act of 'crashing in'..might think that it something that has got to do with accidents..cars,bicycle,airplane,etc(crashing and burning)..

=.=

NO!..I'm not dead..I did not crash and burn..

Crashing into a place means to go to a place in discreet with a motive of creating trouble or having fun(i think)..

The latter defines my motive more accurately..

but sadly..fun isn't the right word..

boring is..

The lectures..the atmosphere..the goodygoody guai kias sitting at those study tables with notes and all..

gosh..

But I came here becoz I wanted to experience what my gurl experiences every single day =)

now I understand better..

For those who might have thought that three months course is fun..u are seriously being naive..

It is seriously boring..and the fact that u'll have to study and do homework is such a turn-off..

sheesh..

but then again..my view might be a wee bit biased because im nt those kind that lovvves studying and would die if I didn't have any homework left to be completed..

but I do love studying..I do..

but that is seriously depending on what subjects I'm studying on..

subjects like maths...nahhh..lol..

and guess what? I tried doing some chemistry qn(jc standard,ehem ehem)..and I got most of the parts correct!!!..

gosh..I shud reward myself for such a feat =.=

digress mike,digress..

overall..its a kinda O-K experience..went yesterday and today..

yesterday got to see nyjc soccer training for boys and girls..all because minnie signed up for soccer..hehs..

boys' was tough and the coach was like a reincarnated hitler..barking instructions and scolding those who did even the minimal-est(is there such a word?wahaha) mistake..

for the girls' however..it was apparent that their purpose was to have fun as their training was so much less serious than the guys'..

but all in all..im confident that if a match was to be fixed between nyjc soccer team with mine..mine will win definitely..

teehehehe..

and hey I was impressed with my gurl's soccer skills..was her first soccer training and she fared well..

u go gurl..hehehe..

today is so much worse than yesterday laaa..but at least i did get to sit for an econs lecture..isnt really my cup of tea but then again, i cant deny that i have an interest in business stuffs..

hmm..mickey the businessman?suitable right?yea yea..i knew it all along..

=.=

"Paradise comes at a price."

2007-01-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!

sorry am busy nowadays..and u wanna noe why??

BECAUSE IM WORKING!!! =)..

yes..slenge bacin mickey got a job at canadian pizza with syafiq and hafiz and the rest of the pizza crew..

I'm working as a cook..and if u thinking what I am thinking..ure rite..thousands will die of food poisoning due to the fact they employed me..

= ="..

CANT BE THAT BAD RITE?..har har har..im a good cook kaay..i make excellent pizza..excellent enuff to earn me accolades from the international pizza assembly..

ya rite..

but seriously..i think life in the kitchen just got worse due to my employment..and this is the reason why..

so now u see the reason why?..ill be so dead laa if this picture reaches the canadian pizza hq..they can fire me due to such nonsense during work..

opps..why am i giving u guys the idea?

anw..HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

sorry a lil late..my laziness took the better of me..and this is the reason why this blogspot is getting dustier..

and here's my New Year's Resolutions:

1. Study hard(poly?).
2. Be nicer to everyone.
3. Go to gym regularly.
4. Read more books(mickey trying to be funny.no?).
and lastly but certainly not the least..

5. Be sweeter to my gurl =)

okok..its getting late night..

back to fm.

Sayang sayang sayang =)

Evil songs.

2006-12-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

While browsing thru my song folders..I came across this particular song which I used to hate soo much..but strangely I never ever did attempted to delete it..

Its Unfaithful by Rihanna..

This song actually belongs to a particular group of songs which I have appropriately label as the evil songs catergory..

You might start wondering why it is evil..

Well wonder no more..do feel free to listen to this song while paying a close attention to its lyrics..if u cant still understand it..do surf the net to find its lyrics..if you still cant understand whats the song is all about..then u might be one of the following:

1. A homo.
2. A heartless person.
3. A blindbat.
4. You're too young to understand.
5. You don't read english = ="

because this song actually brings a new definition to the word evil..the song is about this particular woman who got jaded by her guy and decided to go after another guy who is seemingly hotter and more attractive than her man..

in simpler words..she's cheating on him..and leaving him just because shes bored..

Bloody woman..hahaha

lol..anyway..ya isnt that an evil act?..i seriously think lawmakers should revise the lawbooks and add a new offence "cheating on spouses"..with a death penalty as a consequence to such despicable act..

nowadays..songs that are of such similarity with Unfaithful are beginning to hog the music industry..one of the most recently aired is Irreplaceable by Beyonce..

at first glance at its title..one might be deceived into thinking that it is some sweet song of someone worshiping her/his lover..

well u are dead wrong..

..I could have another you in a minute..matter of fact he'll be here in a minute baby..

does that sound like worshiping to u??

my point is..such songs should be banned..as it might influence the break-ups between couples..

this is so because..some might be tempted to repeat or relive the sequence of the song by making the story plot of the song a reality..

by doing so..they might be hugely satisfied with such a feat..a feat which involves dumping his/her lover..

these people will then send msges to the person they dumped which are quoted from these songs..or they might even log in into their IM or MSN accounts with part of the lyrics as their nicknames..

Sickening..

To all my male counterparts out there..its a sad case,this is..

My sister even said that such songs actually inspire girl power..inspiring females to be more authorative and have a more commanding presence when with their male counterparts..

wah kao..

TO ALL FIT AND ABLE(TO SING) MEN OUT THERE!!!WE MUST DO OUR OWN VERSION OF UNFAITHFUL OR SOMETHING..THIS IS GETTING OUT OF HAND!!!

anyway..

before i end this..there is one thing i wanna say..

I love you darling =)..

hahahaha..

This particular post is the result of boredom reaching its zenith.Although the author might have made the sequencing of events sound rather realistic (ya rite),the author wishes to announce that no particular singers were harmed during the course of events(lame shit).The author would also wish not to hold responsibility on any failed marriages or relationships as a result of reading this goddamn post.All parts of this post are fictional except the line where the author confess his love for his girl.

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha..

goodnite everyone..before i go crazy i think i should just sleep..

*yawns*

2006-12-20T17:38:00.000+08:00

I was scavenging the house for old dvds since I was so bored with nothing left to do..

When suddenly, I made a shocking discovery..

Hidden below the piles of dvds was this..

And no..its not porn..

Well..initially,I thought its just a flyer chucked below the piles of dvds..but to my horror it is a package containing..

..a D.I.Y yoga video.

hahahahahahahahaha...

.....

ok u might think im nuts..but to me this is nuts..I wasn't expecting to find a D.I.Y yoga video in my collection..definitely this is a shocking discovery yet it might be a blessing in disguise..

Remember when I mentioned that I've got nothing to do?

Well maybe,just maybe,I have something to do now..

Hmmmmm..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Yoga guru mickey..

suits me,no?

Long live Singapore.

2006-12-18T18:38:00.000+08:00

And I ain't pulling your leg.Saw this sign the other day while walking towards Marina Square with Juan and Fi3.

This particular escalator was closed due to the reason or rather the excuse given above.

We were like wtf?..

I mean..talking about bullshit..this will define every single letter in that word.

So are we gonna see more of this in the future?

Let your imaginations run free people..

Imagine walking with your loved one..tired and all..just to discover that the next escalator in your path is down due to some energy conservation plan.

yeah..wtf..

I mean..its a good idea to have such energy conservation plans..but this is certainly outrageous..

We all know that citylink is a busy area and is usually crammed full of people going to and fro the whole stretch of the underground walkway..so why add more congestion to the already congested situation?

Stupid sia..

I'm really in for the government to allow we us to citizens to equip ourselves with arms.

Coz you might never know when such weapons would come in handy..and with situations which are similar to the one above,it certainly motivates me to pull the trigger at anyone who spews such nonsense.

Long live Singapore.

COME BACK!!

NEWY SKINNY

2006-12-13T14:34:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN!! AGAIN!!

I think I like this best..

the phrases u are seeing as deco are from songs i guess..

with the blog title from Nirvana..

and each entry is ended with the chorus taken from Barbarella by Scott Weiland..

these two were inserted by me of course..

ha ha ha..

soooo..

hopefully this will have better reviews..

rather than the last one where i noticed that many questions were raised about my selection of skins..

and many have concluded things that are absolutely not true about me..

I'll update soon that I promise..since it has come to my attention that my laziness is seriously depriving this space any form of activity..

now now..

be nice and tag =)

Asian Games Doha

2006-12-07T10:44:00.000+08:00

Firstly..I'm gonna make it clear once and for all..I'M NOT BECOMING EMO AND NEITHER AM I GAY.

now then..

these few days I've been a keen follower of the Doha Asian Games and there's one thing that I truly noticed..

Its dominated by the chinese and japanese..and this is the reason why some might prefer to switch their television off when the live coverage of the games are telecasted..

You'll get sick seeing the winner of each race,each event,each sport is either China or Japan..its rare to see other nations having a representative on the winner's podium..

Especially Singapore..

Although we have launched many campaigns to support Team Singapore..somehow the players themselves seemed to be not motivated at all..

Well sorry to have quoted that but that's what I noticed whilst watching Li Jiawei play..during her game..she was seemingly distracted and her play was inconsistent and its as if she was like depending on the opponent to do a mistake..

Maybe her failed marriage is the cause of such performance...hmm..

But that shouldnt be the case..She's a professional and being one she has to set aside all her other problems and be more commited towards the competition..

but alas..I didnt see that..only a distracted Li Jiawei..

Although I might sound a little too harsh but I do believe that Singapore do have its own talent pool..

even though we might not have a huge one like China..but we can still make do with what we have..

Carl Lewis..American legendary sprinter and long jump-er came to Singapore the other day..and he said that its not an impossible thing for Singaporeans to achieve it big on the world stage..he said that with proper training and dedication,Singaporeans might even be seen breaking world records..

But that would only be possible if our sportsmen and sportswomen are more dedicated and have a willling to learn attitude and not resting their laurels on past sucesses..

Only then we can hear our national anthem being played during the prize giving ceremony at the Olympics..

ha ha ha..ok mike stop it..its so unlike you..

ha ha ha ha..

Blame boredom.

changed blogskin

2006-12-04T14:15:00.000+08:00

WOOO I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!!

actually it looks kinda gay and emo..

gay and emo..somehow theres an affliation..wahaha..

but nt with me..im neither..so dont you ppl jump to such farfetched conclusions..

Like it or not..this skin gna stay for a while..

but then again..

its pink..gosh..

but im sure minnie will be proud of me..

lol..

= ="

JOB!!

2006-12-04T11:27:00.000+08:00

I'm in a serious need for job..

I have applied for the one at gv as a cinema service crew.

But somehow I doubt that I can get the job.

Gosh...

I didnt apply for those that require sales because I KNOW that I can NEVER be a success at selling things..

Seriously I can forsee the shop closing down after they employ me..

Hurhur..

So I'm left with jobs like the data entry stuffs..but the problem with these data entry stuff and admin work is that it requires u to commit long hours 5 days a week and that will seriously affect my social life..

so it all weighs down to this..social life or work?

tough choice actuallly..

but nah,im sure I'll be able to get a job that doesnt require such commitment..

well better be..im not willing to lose my going out days for work's sake..

this led me to conclude one thing.. mike = picky ass..

anyway..went to escape the other day wtih minnie and her sis!..hehs =)

well lucky me,escape was open that day..

but unlucky me,the rides were hell for first-timers..

maybe for me laa..but it was fun anyway..hahas..

But the sad case is that I closed my eyes during every rides..

I tried opening my eyes but sadly,I JUST COULDNT!..

that have led me to conclude yet another thing about myself.. mike = sissy..

hell yeah,im a sissy alrite..

I shall not elaborate about the day itself as I might disclose some information that I'm not willing to part with as it might lead me into being the laughing stock for many..

Hurhur..

but all in all..I had fun

and hopefully we can do this again =)

and hopefully,I'll be able to open my eyes during the rides..

= ="

I miss u too sweetheart =)

Vivo trip

2006-11-29T11:46:00.000+08:00

JENG JENG JENG..

well I'm home alone again..

actually the word alone is inaccurate..my brother is at home too but considering the fact that usually he will lock himself up in his room for the entire day,it is better to announce that I'm home alone.

Somehow the dreaded holidays are slowly taking a huge toll on me.

I'm looking gaunt by day and my eyes have sunk deeper than the limits of its sockets.

To cut things short,I look like a zombie.

You know,those wrapped up ghost-things u guys see in the movies.

Hey wait,thats mummies = ="

Aiya easier said,zombies are those dead bodies that moves.

HURHUR..shall digress then.

Went out with minnie =) yesterday!!..hehe..well I was late,again.

And since I was rushing(rush,rush) to meet her,I culdnt recognise her at first as I was walking towards the spot we usually meet = ="..

Dumbo mickeyo.

Made our way to vivo..Well it was crowded duh, cramped with secondary school kids on holidays and little primary school kids were aplenty too..we even witnessed a school excursion being held out at vivo..

wth..why vivo?

well it was at cinema we first saw this excursion group..the thing that came straight to mind was that probably they were there to watch happy feet..

We didnt watch happy feet of course,instead we purchased tix for the korean horror movie,9:56.

and to my horror,we got centre seats.

AIYA WHY CENTRE SEATS????!?!

hehe.

well its my fault,I didnt open my mouth and ask that guy by the counter to give us seats that are more secluded.heh heh heh.

anyway..the movie was kinda ok..and it let me conclude one thing,horror movies don't have any effect on me anymore..ha ha ha.

then had lunch by the pool at vivo's rooftop..Man,looking at those kids wading in the pool woke up the kid in me..they were having fun spilling water at each other and thank god I was wearing jeans.If not,believe me,I would have join them too and prolly dragged minnie into the pool.lol.

But vivo's rooftop nowadays have new occupants. and these are the peeps I'm least fond of. They are the mats and minahs of course. Sitting around in groups and staring at passer-bys to somehow announce their arrival.BULLSHIT.

Anyway..

The view was great as usual.With those ferries departing below and the island of sentosa in a distant,its certainly a great place for couples definitely.

Gosh,I sound like a promoter..

But seriously,its great. Would be better if it was night time though.

One day,one day. Hehs.

And we snapped a few pictures of course.

But I'm just too lazy to upload coz I'm currently frustrated with photobucket. lol.

Took 143 to Toa Payoh and that kinda sums up my day with minnie. Awww.

But its okayy,going to escape with her tmr!!!

I seriously do hope its open tmr.

My last two visits to escape have led to dissapointment due to its closure.

So I certainly hope its open tmr or else I would start thinking that I'm cursed.

Hurhur.

2006-11-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

U're patient with me,
when many would have given up.
U stayed put,
and U're always there.

U saw the bad side of me,
yet U stayed,
Promised to,
Change me.

I've made U sad at times,
and prolly made Ur tear ducts run,
dry.
Yet U still stayed.

It would'nt be a lie if I were to,
say that U're,
Irreplaceable.
Cuz U are.

It would'nt be wrong if I,
were to say that,
U're the best,
I ever had.

Cuz U are,
Surely.

I'm not good with words,
neither am I the best,
presenter of,
Love.

But I've got this to say to U,

U've made a lot of difference,
and the love U showed,
is certainly,
Incomparable.

U stayed,
when others would have given,
up,
and leave.
U're different.

All of this only proves,
one thing.

I'm lucky to have U =)

and that U,
defines my everything.

Yet even everything,
might even be an understatement,
as words can only describe much,
Words failed to define U.
I failed to define U.

And somehow it came to my realization that,
if I were to lose U,
I would lose my,
Everything.

So I beg U,
my everything.
To stay,
for if U're to leave,
I'm left with nothing.

Once I ever wondered,
whether it is love,
whether this is all true.

Its no longer a wonder now though.

It IS love =)

2006-11-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

what a weekend..

Its been a boring day..and its seemingly obvious that I will only blog when I'm bored..

Played soccer yesterday..its been a long time since I've played..legs all rusty..but managed to score a few good goals =)..most credit should go to Herwan again..whose passes never seemed to fail to assist..

but my time on the court ended when I had this cramp straightaway after scoring..it was like so anticlimax la..and the peeps around me were teasing me about if i were to..then suddenly get a leg cramp......

gosh..i think should just spare the details..

Met up with sis afterwards with two of her colleagues..they claimed that I looked like a shy person..well they're right of course..HAHA = ="..

went shopping afterwards..was frustrated with the fact that sis insisted buying my gradnite stuff with me instead of just giving me the cash..

but like always..i have limited say in things..so we bought the blazer together with the long-sleeved shirt..look nice though..hehs..

but i still feel that my attire is incomplete..i still have yet to find the shoes to go with it though..hurhur..

anyway..I'm not really that excited about gradnite..am still saddened by the fact that I will be seeing my class in a segregated form..meaning that the peeps will be with their own cliques and this would certainly make class endeavour look disunited..

All I could do is hope that my gradnite won't be a dissapointment..

Hurhurhur..

Finally..

2006-11-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

Well I'm not dead just yet..

I'M STILL ALIVEEEE!!!

kay..im just mad..

O levels ending soon..I dunno why I'm not going overly excited about it..

Grad nite coming soon..and somehow I'm not overly excited about it either..

hurhur..

What I'm excited about is..

erm..

er..

hmm..

The thing that excites me most is..

a secret..

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA...

= ="

Just to let you guys know that I'm still alive and kicking..

And that I have returned to blogging.

So do stay tuned.

2006-10-24T13:43:00.000+08:00

This is the day we've been waiting for,
This is the day we've yearned for.
And as our stomachs are satisfied,
The devils and its nightmares from hell,
are set free once again.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA KEPADA SEMUA!!!

Maaf Zahir & Batin =)

2006-10-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

STUDY!

2006-10-14T12:04:00.000+08:00

Damnit.

I dunno what to say but I've just made a huge mistake.Should I have used more of my brain and think thoroughly,everything would be like normal,or even better perhaps.

Now all crumbled down.

and who's fault was it?

Mine.

Now I'm sure people will view me like as if I'm public enemy no.1..I shouldnt have proceeded with it..Now I'm regretting it.VERY VERY MUCH.

But I can't turn back time to erase away all my wrong-doings..so now I have to succumb to the fact that I just screwed up something so much that it seems that it is beyond hope to get things as they were.

I'm so sorry.

The feeling itself is more than words.I'm feeling pain and totally disgusted with myself.

I never did such a thing..In fact no one knew that such a thing could have been done by me..

But now it seems that I'm proving everyone wrong,and thats bad.

Now everyone is asking u what happened..I know u hate each time there's a mention about it..U do wish u could forget about it..and that peeps will stop 'reminding' u..Each time there's a mention about it,U'll remember about it again..every detail of it..and it changes ur mood..destroys ur day..

and to know that it is my doing that is having such effects on you,I feel the pain too..

all I ever wish was for happiness..

but what I did ain't bringing happiness..in fact the negatives are aplenty and that positives..zilch..

I never would have dream I would have caused that much pain..

but now all of that have happened and my world..have just crumbled down..

People will view me differently now..I would walk around as if I'm branded on my forehead..

And I know you hate that..

totally.

Nights I have spent thinking about it..the more I gave thought about it..the more I get depressed..

Nothing will change..the damage is done..and to get over it needs patience..and of course..time..

Its hurting..seriously..and its hurting you too..

MY FAULT.

gosh.

mikaail! what have you done??..

This won't happened again..

NEVER again..

I just dont want to destroy us.

No.

I love you girl.

I really do.

haiz.

Now you'll know

2006-10-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

You woke up in the morning,
The sun seeping in ever so brightly,
through the blinds of your window,
You smiled,
Mad I s'pose.

And when its breakfast,
the invigorating smell of,
freshly-baked pancakes,
seems so strong today.
And that the honey u poured,
decorating your pancakes with,
is soo sweet.
Sweeter I s'pose.

Then come your day at work,
the boss seems nicer,
workload seems lighter,
and the coffee made by,
your secretary seems,
to be more,
refreshing.

You'll start to wonder.
Why your day is so perfect.
Why everything starts going your way.
And no one ever tried to get on your nerves,
Today.
That day.

And the answer to all this wonders,
arrives after work,
in the form of a lady,
You know ever so well,
The one that you spent so much time together with,
watching movie after movie after movie,
and the one that never fails to make your heart,
beats a little faster.
Lub-dub,Lub-dub.

When she speaks,
You'll just want to stare deep into her eyes,
thoroughly absorbed in the conversation.
And you will start wishing on the spot.
That you might be able to spend your life with this lady.
Till the day the grave,
Your grave.
Calls.

Then you'll know.

That love drives us on.
It creates a different us altogether.
And that all things will seem ever so fine.
with her around.
with love around.

It acts like a protective membrane,
enveloping you from,
the elements of unhappiness,
and that depression and frowning,
are just hoaxes and lies,
spoken by the tongues of,
non-believers.

You were amongst these non-believers,
Broken by your previouses,
Yet the hurt healed,
The presence of her,
Helped.
And then the non-believer in you,
vanishes,
evaporated,
by her kiss.
Just a kiss.

So the next morning,
You shouldnt wonder no more.
why life has turned,
for the better.
Cuz now the reason is clear.
Cuz now you'll know.
Now you know.

100906 =)

2006-09-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

Prelims prelims prelims.

I think I'm going nuts already.Just now had my chem paper 3..and guess what??I didnt have time to complete!!!!..Whats shocking is that..I didnt even have the time to start on my section b..and that wud only mean one thing..20 marks gone..20 MARKS GONE!!!..

ask Antony..I was like regretting not looking at the big digital clock to keep track of my remaining time during the paper..Its a stupid mistake laa..I was awaiting for Mr Wee's voice to inform us that we have 10-15 mins..Instead it came late..

Mr Wee: Sec Four express doing the combined sci paper you have two mins left..

at that moment..I thought it was the end of the world..My heart sank thru the floor of the hall and right down into the canteen = ="..anyway its totally saddening laa..two minutes left and the whole section b not done..

I thought of attempting the first few question..But decided against it because if I did tried,my hand writing will be like the carvings of caveman on a rock..sooo..I handed in my paper w/o my section b..

20 marks gone..

I do seriously think I screwed up the first few prelim papers real bad..Maths was the worse..followed by chem..SS was great as I had plenty to write..but then again..I didnt have time too and my last question was partially done..therefore I've come to the conclusion that I'm among the best at giving away marks..Its as if im santa giving away presents..whatever mike..

Like I said..the exams are killing us..

But its a great time to notice some drastic changes among us..

Hafiz sudddenly transformed from a sick bastard into a rapper with this shit of his..

How I regret wasting my time in class,

At the back with the guys always having a blast,

With the textbook lying open,

I was always hopin',

The teacher wont call on me,

As I let my mind roam free,

Staring at the gal in front of me,

But that was back then before I saw the light,

Now I'm seating for my prelims hopin' that it'll be alright,

Ain't got much time for me to right my wrongs,

Been studying for months and im still goin strong,

As I've learnt my lesson,

Now its time for you to see,

That I ain't doin this for no one,

Im doin this for me.

cool isn't it??

also many among us have creative techniques in learning..

Just like what Jian Bin did..he gave an acronym for the products produced after fractional distillation of petroleum..

[P]a
[P]a
[N]ibble
[K]rishna
[D]e
[L]ampa
[B]alls

which wud also mean..

[P]etroleum gas
[P]etrol
[N]aptha
[K]erosene
[D]iesel
[L]ubricating oil
[B]itumen

creative isnt it??have to say it did helped me in remembering the process..so much for nibbling balls..lol..

n lastly,some of us are soo desperate on getting the grades..till we wuldnt mind mugging in weird places..

yupp thats me..in the toilet..not that bad what..serene and peaceful environment..plus interesting fragrance =X..

All I need in the life of sin..

gosh..the end is near..

2006-09-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

O levels = Barely a month left.

Thats how bad the stats is..And here I am blogging my bit,doing nothing to aid my disastrous marks which might just be the end of me come o levels..

Classmates already sweating it out..Jack in particular teased me by saying that he completed revision for ALL his subjects and quite confident he might just get those flying colours once results are due for release next year..Zhi Ming is a seemingly different person from the slacker buddy that I know..He's now more attentive in classes and futhermore,he's much much participative in comparison with the old him earlier this year..

O levels = Changes in people.

Yes its true..I can see all the changes around me..Teachers nowadays enter our classrooms with worried faces and I bet they too are feeling the tingles of the huge examinations which are definitely looming around the corner..Slackers are now hardworking people with noticable changes in attitude in and outside classroom..Smiles are hardly seen around the campus..as worried faces seemed to be the hippiest look in the campus..

O levels = Battle zone.

Well im sure it will be..we are like preparing for battle now..equipping ourselves with weaponery that we can find within the arsenal(books)..thus unleashing our skills with each strokes of our sword(pen,pencil..etc) on our enemies(the goddamn British-made exams scripts)..Our efforts will be shown as blood(red ticks) will gush out from our enemies to show that we have triumph in the war..after the battle..we will celebrate our success with song and dance(prom) but all celebrations will die down as messengers(results coming from Cambridge) tells us that we might have won the battle but we have definitely lost the war(dissapointing results)..we will then be made prisoner-of-war in war camps(ite,private schools..)where we will spent the remaining time in our life,while some of us will be made to suffer the vile treament(disgusting answers) we given to our enemies(the goddamn British-made exams scripts) by reliving the battle scene once again(repeating o levels) only with a difference,us as losers of the battle(taunts from those who succeed o levels,as the retakers were made the butt of jokes)..

= ="

O levels = mad people.

my short story above describe a little about my sanity level nowadays..so ya..its definitely true.People are known to have gone mad waiting and preparing for o levels..some will just cry for no reason..while some will turn super-hyper at times as they try to run away with the tensions..certainly creating mad beings out of 'em.

O levels = Crazy Mike.

Well I cant disagree..My classmates are getting mad with me nowadays..this much due to the fact that my silly antics in class are getting sillier as the days goes by..i will shout and act like a fool at regular intervals and sometime will sing to annoy the people around me..sorry guys =(..its the o levels..i think.. = ="

well to sum it all up..o levels only bear the negatives..its killing us..as we are made to suffer since we only have that little time =( to spend with the ones we love =)..and the limited time we have to create room for ourselves for relaxation..gosh..

Its ending mike..just hold on..just study hard for now,make some small sacrifices and im sure all of it will be proved fruitful once u received ur results next year..its only a month plus of wait and another for the application of ur knowledge on the papers..im sure it isnt that long rite?so just hold on..come the holidays,party will begin..

O levels = People starts to talk to themselves to motivate 'em.

evidence?there ^^^^

= ="

k gotta mug.

2006-09-10T14:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I watched I Am Sam and guess what?..it nearly make me cry..lol

Its a real compelling story..starring Sean Penn(Sam Dawson) as a mentally-challenged father raising his young daughter,Lucy (Dakota Fanning)..As Lucy turns seven,she slowly starts to intellectually surpass her father and their close bond is much threatened by a social worker who thinks Lucy ought to be placed in a foster home,due to her father's inability to raise her complete,like a normal father raising a child..

His unwinnable case took a turn when he forge a friendship with Rita Harrison (Michelle Pfeiffer) who is a rich,self-absorbed attorney who offered to take his case pro bono as a challenge from her friends..Together they fought to convince the system that Sam deserves to get his daughter back and in the process fuses a bond that results to a unique testament to the power of unconditional love..

The story makes me realise that we shouldnt alienate those who are mentally-challenged as they are humans too..just like us..One thing we should never do is to underestimate their ability to do something.. for with determination and will,they can achieve things that we can never imagine them to achieve..The character Sam certainly intrigues me much..For even though disabled due to limitations of his intellectual capacity..he still wants to be a father..even though he noes at heart that he can never be a great one,since his daughter at the age of 7 has already surpass him intellectually..

But the thing that touched me most was that of his daughter's willingness to be with him..she even refuse to learn becuase she felt that she mustn be more smarter than her father..now how touching can that be??hahas..

So I really urge u ppl to watch it..great story shuldnt be missed..better to watch this than indulge urself at porn websites..haha!!k enuff of crap..

Anyway I find that Channel 5 have just made a great move by screening such movies on screen minus all the need for commercial breaks and unnecessary stops..People can enjoy the movie without the need of getting infuriated by such stops which would definitely kill the build-up of emotional attachement to a particular movie..In short..commercial breaks kills the momentum..but commercial-free movies do have their disadvantages..in the form of a more rush-rush trip to the toilet if in need..a definite disadvantage for some people *raises eyebrow*..

Moving away from that..

Tomolo is school again..and the thought of it leaves me a dementorish feeling.I am soo not prepared for prelims,with only minimal preparation made.But I am feeling the heat now,expectations for me to perform in these last two examinations are taking a toll on me in the form of throbbing veins appearing at my forehead,a sign of stress.I think I am in need of a break..Maybe a week more..Just to spend time by the beach..enjoying the waves and the sea-scented air..while bathing in the heat,getting tan(blackier i suppose..) at the same time..I am dreaming of course..unless Mayflower is the latest target for terrorist,I will still be forced to make my ridiculous journey to school come tomorrow morning..

Shitty life?what to do..

School's ending..I think I ought to change my mindset and stop being so pessimistic about things..

One has to have the belief and the required techniques to excel..

The problem is..I have neither..

Sigh..

but what I do have is my 6.45..

I think that's sufficient for a boost in morale..

Definitely =)) hehe..

sigh

2006-09-08T03:06:00.000+08:00

in addition to that..

FOUR ENDEAVOUR!!

u guys are killing me..well at least nt all..some of you..

this is because of the recent and ongoing fights u guys are having..in my opinion..its freaking childish..for some reasons..u guys have decided to stop the age count and rewind it backwards..

why fight sia??

we only have a few months together..then we will be gone..im sure then u guys will start missing each other..so cherish the moments we have left..and stop the fight..

for those who dont know the situation here..my class,4e..seems to be breaking up..the different cliques in the class seems to have developed a friction amongst them and this has caused some flare-ups which were quite well known thru-out the school..

to make the situation worse,they are my friends..

one side fighting with the other..

im in the middle..

frankly speaking..i think im going nuts..there's a reason why im nt that close with the class nowadays..not that im turning into an anti-social for no reason..but the reason is u guys..this is crap la..why cant u guys just tolerate each other's big,bursting ego for just the remaining time..c'mon its our last year!!

you guys so drama la..its so perfect to be a drama..fight scenes and the ever-so near o levels..im sure if its a drama..it will sell well..

but haiyo..come on la..stop being fools which im sure u guys not and make peace instead biting each other's heads off at each class everyday..

its bad enuff to know that we are blacklisted by the discipline teacher..

so make love not war..(now now dont be yellow..)

please..this is from ur very own classmate..

if this continue..i think i'll turn in volutarily at IMH..

u knw..situation there seems much to my favour than the tensions in class..

sadly..those fights and future ones might just sum up my Mayflower journey..which is..a disaster..

apart from that..

I hope u understand..I'm over it..

It saddens me to see that you're still thinking about it..I thought I'm the one who would suffer the most..but nah,im much over it now..and im happier now..

I do hope u understand..and that u move on..just like i did..im sure u'll find happiness soon..

So I can't say much..but I just wish u well..and try to chin up aite??stop feeling forlorn and sad about it..I learned it by myself..just a few months ago..that feeling that way wud never be of benefit to oneself..move on and u'll reap the benefits..trust me..

Move on gurl,its time things changed for the better..

and do take care..

and finally..

Met up with my real sister recently =)..

it was just a short moment..me,my real mom,herself,my mom,my sis had a dinner together the other day..

well i just came to realise how i miss my lil sis..

she's all grown up now..telling stories of how fantastic her sch is..and that hw much she had excelled academically..

well good for you dek..

good that you're feeling happy now..even with daddy around..it seems that ure doing well..

im sorry i cant be around..to watch u grow up..to be ur confidante to ur lil problems..and to be the person u chat with just before the lights are switched off at night..

I just cant stay there..

someday u will realise why I chose to ran away..

I'm happier now..I have much freedom..

but there's this something that always bother me..

I dont really have a real family..

worse of all..

ure not around,dek..

Someday,maybe i return home..just for a while..

but with father's atitude..it seems unlikely i will return ever again..

Just study hard aite dek?

Make him proud..make me proud =))

so now u will get the hint why i would readily turn myself in to those mental doctors..

its becoz i have many problems that just refuse to go away..

I think im going crazy la,day by day..

but thats fine..

cz i know in times when help is much needed..my darling catwoman be around for me..wahahaha..

ehem,inside joke..lol..

k uh..gotta tuck in for the nite..

lame

2006-09-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

k fine before this space gets its fair share of cobwebs and dust..

life been great to me..really great..for some reason of cz =)..

but its all about revision nowadays..cant believe its developing into a habit..kinda late dont u think??well just like minnie said..its never too late..so ya..revision is still there till end of nov..sigh..

this wud mean that there will be a significant drop in social life activities which involves soccer,pool,swimming,towning,fishing,gay-ing,gay parties,and more gay stuff..

and dont start being ridiculous thinking that whatever i typed above is true..im nt gay of cz (oh purrleasee)..

urgh..k i shall digress..

life been great in short =)

but come november i be sweating it out on the papers..practically..

so cambridge markers wud noe who to blame for blotched papers = ="

i think this blog is losing its lameness..

or is it im getting mature??(yay!)

fat hope ah mike.

u are still that lame ass..

hurhurhur.

6.45

2006-09-03T03:02:00.000+08:00

I thought I was done,
Broken and despaired.
Lost my will.
my soul.

I dragged myself all this while.
Waiting and waiting.
For the pain to be done.
Once and for all.

My prayers were responded.
And all of those memories dissapeared.
As the doors opened.
6.45.

You didnt realise.
When u came into my life.
How much difference it made.
To my everyday.

No more quiet moments.
Concealed within the very world.
Of my music.
And my lonely self.

All of that evaporated.
As u stepped in.
With that aura of yours.
It changed everything.

Your eyes brought me to your world.
Of beautiful things and happiness.
Got me lost for a while.
As I wandered further.

And the smile.
Yes,ur smile.
Carved something into my heart.
Which was scarred by my previouses.

I didnt come to play.
To fake.
And leave later.
No no.

I came to stay.
To etch that something.
Into your heart.
Like you have done with mine.

Just like you have done with mine.

I'll wait and I will ever wait.

But for now.

I be awaiting for the doors to be open once again.

And for your smile,soon after =))

damnation of maths-atheist

2006-08-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

How I hate getai performances.

There is one just closeby..and mind you..its sunday nite..most shud be asleep now..ready for work or school the next morning..feeling afresh in the morn..waking up with a smile..delighted by the good nite sleep..

not me,no sleep.

blame getai..

while sipping my hot chocolate it sets me wondering when this getai thing will end.

the rowdy crowd..the huge din created by b-class singers..and not mentioning the noise.

yes..the noise..it sure does awake the dead..it might be their motive but rest assure..im nt dead yet so i dont think im the most suitable lot to be "enjoying" their delightful,tasty performances..

not me,nono..

I cant argue much..had this idea of going down..acting like a hero..shouting my lungs out just to get my message across.."I WANT MY SLEEP!!"..

apparently..it seems impractical..worse of all..i might suffer undesirable consequences..

here are the possibilities:

1. They might set loose thousands of ghosts,hungry mind you,to devour me for acting defiant towards their rituals.

2.I might be causing a huge din myself by shouting out loud.

3.I might be caught,chained and hang.Made perfect for a offerings for those hungry ghosts.

4.I might be wow-ed by scantily-clad ladies.Certainly not possible.But who noes..my acts might have to take a break for a while as I feast my eyes...er..nvm..

After much consideration..I have decided to just bear with the noise..Sipping my hot choco might not be the best thing to offer comfort and relaxation for the moment..at least the taste might just be enuff to take my attention away from the getai..

talking bout ghosts..I watched a ghost story yesterday..

not exactly ghost la.But its a horror-classified with more gory scenes than horror..Watched with minnie x)..Apparently she didnt watch..I was the one who had to witness all the gory parts..

and damn..its gory..its so real life la..

part of the reason because me and her had the whole theatre hall to ourselves..cool aint it??well be green now..hehehe..

it wasnt exactly a well-spent $9.50..but watching Kane gorging out the character's eyes is quite an experience..

and it was my first time have the whole threatre hall practically empty whilst watching..

had I made an outburst about getai the day before my trip to the cinema..rest assure..those empty seats will be filled with hungry ghosts ready to gorge out my eye..

k mike enuff of ur silly antics = ="..

went to pool afterwards..dunno la what happened to me..lost my magic i supposed..lol..played for two hours..Minnie won me a couple of times..but it was pure luck la on her part..i was just having a lapse in concentration and she was quick to capitalise on that..hehehe..self deny again mike..she won me fair and square actually..shes learning fast..thanks to me of cz..lolz =))

then she had to go..sad rite??Felt like the day ended before it even began..hahaz..but nvm there's always anytime..

so that practically sum up my weekends..today was a bore..had a newfound hobby in scanning my old pics..and most of the pics had plenty of peeps saying i look cute when i was young..now no?lol!..k enuff of ego..

studied a lil bio..covered a lil much on plant reproduction..do note the word lil..

tmr is schling day..mr fam will be hunting for my head in the morning..He wants me to come out with a schedule for my maths revision..and certainly i have NO IDEA what to say..

think i will just say i will revising with huzzy on some of the days..

but that be a lie isnt it??

think i will just say i will do my own revision and approach him if i need help..i wud exaggerate my expression..making me look as if im really into maths..

liar liar,pants on fire..

or..

i will just say i be revising with minnie..this is one thing i will do..a day per week..on maths i guess..library.

but then..mr fam wont accept surely not?

well who cares..im making an effort anyway..

the getai is still going on strong now..i dunno why they just wont get tired and pack up and leave..

but apparently..i got no answers to that..just like my forseeable confrontation with ole fam tmr..

*sips chocolate*

2006-08-13T02:59:00.000+08:00

I shud have written this a few days ago..but nvm..

anyway this year's national day was nothing compared to last year's hot and sticky wait at yishun for the live telecast of the parade..it wasnt as bland as the wait and certainly much more eventful for the seven of us..

Its rare to spot a large group of guys going out together..individuals prefer dates to going out with a large group of their own sex..this is because dates are known to be more exciting and definitely full of fond memories..and of course..the presence of the opposite sex that count most..

Well our outing the other day was all that..minus the female part of course = ="

We met late..much due to my inability of decipher the long hand and the short hand of my watch thus starting the day by frustrating errone,promising to arrive in ten minutes..instead it was only half an hour lata i arrived at our meeting point..yes i know..mike is lame..

anwyay..we went to eat at the chicken rice stall situated just next to the pool hall at lucky..u guys shud go there la..for a mere 3.50 u can get quite a satisfying meal rather than splurge on fast foods which are nowadays are getting more ex and a noticeable reduction in serving..sheesh..

after eating we tot of playing pool..i was all hype up on depositing my ic for the second time after being legal(mike gets excited,he's a real life singaporean aborigine..)..but all of the hype went crashing down when its discovered the pool hall was full..damn..all the dream went crashing down (piangg..) and there i had to secretly slot back my ic in my wallet,discreetly to prevent others from finding out that i actually took out my ic out of excitement (the likes of an aborigine clearly shown)..but i worry not la..I know who I will be going with during my next pool session..who ah??hehehe

sooo we decided to galavant at other sites..which bring us to taka's atrium whose sole purpose is to provide gayboys like us to flaunt out "beauty" and photograpic skills..take a look>>

I forgot to mention that I wore my koyak jeans on that day..and that koyak is clearly shown here if u managed to locate my crotch(urgh..manners mike..)..do notice that it has a smiley face sewed on..just trying to be funny i suppose..ha ha ha..

oh ya..lemme introduce from left to right..zwan(punk rocker for the day with that detachable sleeve of his..thinks his outfit is uber cool..much decorated with chains that are fit to be used for a bicycle..can imagine him in Hari Raya spirits..pants decorated with lampu lap-lip instead..ha ha ha)..kin(mr cool..do not be tricked into his innocent face..he's a devil in disguise)..Fi3(ahh i heard good comments from gurls about him..too bad he's taken)..wan(the idiot..a masterful idiot who greets u with his cheeky jokes..livewire for the day)..myself(ha ha ha)..kal(another idiot..spots a waxed tail at the back of his head..his tail rivals those of stingrays..but be afraid not..he doesnt bite..at least nt with that tail..maybe his other tail?ha ha ha)

a fine picture for those who wishes to gauge our mental stability..all same fools except for the inclusion of our mafia,farhan..hes cool..and i really mean it..he doesnt talk that much at times..and his arms are usually behind his back while walking..cant help to reiterate that he is our 'mr cool' for the day..but beware when he's in talking mood..urgh..unstoppable..he will comment on particularly anything..gurls in particular of cz..ha ha ha..

personally i felt that this was our best picture for the day..positive point is that we look emo..negative point is that we look emo..ha ha ha..go figure..

we got bored of the atrium of course..wan was much complaining the lack of chicks during the day..so we decided to move on..and move on we did..next destination..esplande..but had plenty of stops in between..all because..

yes..if u guessed it rite..its all because of taking summore pics = ="..

this was kinda impromptu..personally i felt this is a good picture to use if the six of us in the pic were to form a band..well of cz forming a band is very unlikely..coz none of us can play those instuments found in a band..except for haikal who plays the trumpet..and that is also for another type of band..nt those 'crashtingtangbangbang' kinda band..(in short a rock band).. ha ha ha..

so after snapping a few others..we decided to drag ourselves slowly to esplanade..with hope of catching those fireworks..but sadly after arriving at esplande..we discovered that the place is highly infested with mats and minahs..like fi3 said they arent ur typical arts people..they're just there to seek attention..to conform to latest 'trends'..and self proclaiming themselves as the cool cliques around..refer others as inferior and wud stare strangely at u if u tread at this/their area..persoanlly,they're just lame bunch of macam-pahams..they try to fit in..but sadly..fitting in is something they will NEVER achieve..

we decided to move to another place..much trying to save ourselves as the mats and minahs were starving us of air..their presence certainly choked us with disgust..and move we certainly did..all the way on top at the sky garden located at Suntec..and even there..with dim-lights and the sky looking ever so dark..we managed to..

yes..im sure ure rite now..we managed to take more pictures..ha ha ha..

this was one of our pictures there..we certainly look like drug addicts..going 'high' after a dosage of heroin..or subutex..the 'in' drug now..if there were any among us who managed to get 'high' sucessfully,it wud be the duo wan and fi3..they certainly looked as if they experienced much satisfaction...now,now..dont be yellow k??ha ha ha..

oh yes..our purpose was to catch the fireworks from way up high here..but then..

as the fireworks went off..it woke us up from our druggish stupor and within a flash we were up on our feet..scourying around..trying to find a spot where we can get the best view of the display..but sadly we were blocked by the tall-rise building which were all around..soo we decided to run to get a bettter place..and ran we did..

we ran out of that suntec tower..

dashed past the fountain of wealth..

halted the traffis as we go..

went inside another suntec tower with plenty of observers trying to figure out what the heck we were trying to do..

when finally..we found a clear spot..just outside the tower that has carrefour in it..it was more of a construction place..and the fishy smell certainly didnt help our situation better as we stand there to await the next blast..and waited we did..

we just stood there..eyes fixed upon the high heavens..awaiting the flashbang displays to amaze,stupify us..

waited..
and waited..
and waited still..

still no sign of any fireworks..not even a single speck of it..

so i decided to reconfirm with my sis..who were at that time witnessing the fireworks at the National Stadum itself as a spectator to the parade..

"So when will the next one will blast?"..i asked my sis,innocently..

"Next?its all over.."my sis replied..much amused by my silly antics..

that certainly was heartbreaking..we came down..with a sole purpose to witness the fireworks..

and we never got to see any of it =((..

so 7 heartbroken boys(gays?) dragged themselves home after dinner at Mcdonalds..

we were heartbroken still as we sat in the Mrt..

but no matter heartbroken we were..we still managed to..

k i shall cut the crap..we still managed to take a picture..

instead of heartbroken..we looked gay..nt that gay..tsk..

thus that marks the end of our 2006 National Day celebration..I do hope next year wuldnt be so heartbreaking..

or else..

er..actually there's no or else..im just crapping again..

ha ha ha.

Im busy mending the broken pieces of the life I had before.

Before you.

2006-08-10T05:12:00.000+08:00

I had fun..

LOL..okok..thats enuff for an entry..its five in da morning..and my eyes are as heavy as a sack of blubber..

I'll give da details of our national day outing lata on when I wake up..

Auf wiedersehen =))

2006-08-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

I wonder if you know,

How they live in Tokyo.

If you see me then you mean it,

Then you know you have to go.

Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift).

Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift).

(Repeat)

....these are the lyrics for the theme song for Fast And Furious:Tokyo Drift..if you havent heard it..WELL U MUST..

nt that its nice though..BUT ITS FREAKING IRRITATING LA..first time hearing it was kinda nice..but after numerous times it will get on your nerves..

the starting of the song is the beat of some percussion instrument which much similar to the Indonesia's Gamelan if I'm nt wrong..then there will be an introduction done by some jap gurl who is apparently in need of phonics classes due to her bad diction..makes me wonder hw they choose the singers..

...

anyway..its irritating la..if u want it..just nudge me online and I'll be glad to pass u this song..but blame me not for headaches..for this one hell of an irritant..

i shall digress now..hmm..

sorry for not updating for quite a while..was caught up with numerous meet-ups and tasks..in addition to that..my sis's lappie seems to be undergoing depression from its many users..so it has decided to dish out bad service..and its certainly bad as it tends to shutdown by itself after a few minutes..cool isnt it??sheesh..

prelims are looming..and im certainly not doing my bit..teachers have been giving me those "i hope u know what you are doing.." stares..and thats certainly not reassuring..

skipped school yesterday once again..dont blame me la..was kinda tired after yesterday's "job"..woke up early..and apparently the monday blues got the better of me in the morning..so decided not to go to school..much to the dissapointment of minnie..wahaha *winks*..

but i know i cant keep doing this..Mr Prem had promised to keep an eye over my class,4 Endeavour..and thats certainly something no one wish to befall upon them =(..

anyway..I TAUGHT SOMEONE POOL SUCCESSFULLY...AGAIN..lol..so happy ah..had fun time laughing at her..I'm so evil la..but im actually nice to teach rite??heheehe..but shes fast learner sia..and she won me a few times just now..tyco la of course..my black ball went in too early..whahaha..nvm..had fun..

day ended early though..she had to go off..soo i accompanied her..sad kan day ended early??lolz..another time then minnie x)

went back home after that..slept for a while..and here i am..blogging once more..after weeks of dissapearing from the face of my blog..

rite mike..rite..

be going out with the gayboys tmr..be meeting them at two at amk station..so if any of you wanna get a glimpse of an assembly of prettyboys..meet us then..wahaha..k crap..

that marks the end of this entry..

I didnt lie when i said I wuldnt wait forever..
Goodbye..Dont come knocking on my door again..

Im so over it.

2006-07-23T19:09:00.000+08:00

After a few weeks of not blogging..

I finally decided to blog today..

wanna noe y??

BECAUSE ITS MY BURFDAY!!!!..wahahahha..

im sixteen now..finally nc-16 and pool especially..

yeah pool..i still remember those days i got kicked out from all pool arenas..

WELL IM SIXTEEN NOW AND I DONT NEED ANY FCUKING SHOO-ING =)

hope the message got across *winks*..

had a blasting day yesterday la..it was an early celebration planned by sis..went to esplanade to eat at the 2HOT cafe..then walked around..was already ruddy full la..much to blame farhan,a cause of my bulging stomach..

uh nt that he made me pregnant..but he didnt finish his food and that i had to finish it..hurhur..

and that was bfor the 2HOT session = ="

walked around at marina square with mom and sis..went to TOPMAN to grab that t shirt i've been eyeing for quite a while..

its so pretty ah cant wait to wear it =)

and i noe when the rite time is =)..

ok anyway..

after a few rounds at marina square..we went back to esplanade..to have some deserts at Häagen-Dazs..got my long-awaited fondue treat..

isnt it cool??LOL..my mom and sis ate only a lil and i finish much of the content all by myself..

all those chocs..

ooohhh..

ahhhh...

okok..mike stop it..somehow that sounds orgasmic..wahaha..k disgusting anyway..the Fairies Doll(Mayflower Sec Sch's musical which was held at the DramaCentre @ National Library) was quite eye-catching..with exception of those overly-sensitive ushers..i find that the musical was kinda entertaining..well at least for the first part..after the intermission though..things started getting dry and thus that destroyed any hope of a great conclusion =(

but personally i feel that its $12 bucks well spent even though I didnt get my reserved Circle 1 seats(Damn fitri n co. they got the Circle 1 seats...hurhurhur)..much due to the fact that it may be one of the last few mf performance that i might ever get to see..so ya..it has some sentimental meaning..wahaha..

anyway back to 23rd july..lol..

I didnt go out today..woke up kinda late just to find plenty of unread smses(THANKS!! LOVE U ALL!!)..the vibration caused by the smses coming in was kinda head-spinning..but nevertheless they got me smiling..and in fact close to tears..hahaha..so much for sensitive mike..

it was nt at all a special day at my place..everything went on like a normal weekend; nagging mom,quiet dad,irritating sis and of cz..sleeping bro..so yeah..23rd july seems kinda normal this year..hahaz..

Thomas invited me to drop by Evergreen soccer court in the evening but sadly i had to reject because it was already late and I am quite confident my parents wont consent it..so that really concludes 23rd july..

my stomach is growling still..those chocos is proving to be a tough thing to digest..especially in such amounts..the bulging stomach is gone though..thus it kills any calls for me to be santa from sum 1(and definitely not in pink skirt!!!)..hehs..

thus ends the day of my burf..16 years lata that is..

thanks to all who have gave me all those wishes =))..i appreciate that..

but..

I AM STILL WAITING FOR MY PRESENTS!!!

hehehe =))

but just for your peeps info..these are the things im wishing to have~

Creative vision m

Vans classic slip-on

Accidental Portrait t shirt

Nike mercurial shinpad

Nudie jeans

a striped long sleeve

a quicksilver leather wallet

SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!?!?!?!

wahaaha..im just kidding.. = ="

2006-07-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

Dont tempt me with your sweet nothings,
or U'll pay the price of me falling for you once more.
What's left are just memories,
of which till now I much adore.

U tricked me,leading me to your merciless lane of,
false hope and fake desire,
and the love that,
seem so true.

Months U left me knocking on ur door,
without a reply,
making an idiot out of me,
playing a game all by myself.

Till U end it all by a sputter of words,
coming out of ur worm infested mouth,
killed me instantly,
finally I know.

U're worse than mighty Zeus himself,
who cast dark clouds upon his enemies,
and strike them with lightning bolts,
U're much worse.

Be it just a sentence u gave,
me a nightmare coming true,
alas all efforts coming to vain,
as reality in the form of you bid me,
adieu.

Twisted evil it seems,
to have coiled around ur brain,
making u inhumane it seems,
inflicting me with pain.

Now U're back again,
wanting to tie me to that despicable muzzle of yours,
and drag me into that fantasy once more,
a place where I once dwell in.

Behold!the power of Her,
as U can see that she's the evil,
not me,
know u not?

No no,
I think I had enough,
dosage of ur powerful drug,
that once put me into that fatal stupor.

Leave me!,
for isn't peace that you wanted?

Leave me!,
were you nt eager to cast me far away from the threshold of ur heart?

I've learnt my lesson now,
If im a weight around your neck,
then I'll part with glad,
for I dont want you to suffer,
you'll make me suffer.

'Cuz I know now,
that if you don't need me,
then I don't need you either.

haha.

2006-07-04T02:23:00.000+08:00

Its late night..and I cant sleep..

I just had a phonecall and it made realise something..Mayflower isnt that uninteresting after all..

blame my inquisitiveness in this..but..i just noticed that a person is wrong to judge a school by just looking at its performance;be it academic or sports..

One has to be in the school itself to know and to understand a lil better about the whole school..rather than just looking at statistics and written facts that might just be balderdash after all..

its refutable,my statement is..but i used to consider mayflower boring and all..but some people made me realise otherwise and their presence certainly made life in MF less excruciating altogether..

Like I said,its late night..No ordinary Tom,Dick or Harry will be willing to blog two o clock in the morning..

but that phonecall..has years of history explained..

its wrong if you view mayflower just by its statistics..to know a good school,is to try be in it..look around you..look at those faces..every nerd or ah beng or whatsoever has a different story to tell..a tale of their own..and if one was to compile all this up..u'll be able to judge the school much better rather than just looking at those boring facts..

yupp..these stories aint boring at all..im sorry for not be able to explained this in greater detail much due to my restricted ability to blog well and to protect the identity of those involved..

as for me..Im lucky nt to only judge the school by its statistics..but im lucky to have the whole history revolve right around my circle..

Nt boasting though..but i love to make frens..and in school,i have acquaintances aplenty..most have graduated..and whats left are my batch of peeps and those lower sec peeps whom i dont think they noe me..

nt that i care but..the previous batch has many stories to tell..and lucky me..im right smack involved in all those stories..

stories like all those dissing,bitching,and hating and stuffs..and nt forgetting..relationship stories..

hell i noe all of them aplenty..

but after the phonecall..it made me realise that all these bitching and dissing is all wrong..and that it is a drama that shuldnt have taken place at all..its a case of misunderstanding and ppl who get their ideas either misconceptualised or biased.. thus creating such stories revolve among the many of the recent graduated batch..

for the victims..i pity you guys..wrongly accused and have all those fingers wagging at you is of course a suffering which shud nt have become a nitemare of urs in the first place..

for the accusers..pls oh pls question urself whether ur hate to a certain person is correct in the first place..whether it is nt based on emotions of sudden minor mistake made by the victim..

these are stories which the teachers will NEVER know..no matter hw busybody they are to be a part of a student's life..nah..these are stories which i called are the stories that take place in the 'ghetto' part of the school..

lucky me..i know people from both sides..the accusers and the victims..and i have listened to their stories and made quite a conclusion out of them..

that doesnt matter but no matter hw nice or hw bad the stories goes..it still makes my life in MF more tolerable..these stories make life in school interesting..as u listen to all those secrets floating past you and am able to discriminate the biaseness of the situation from the truth..

blame me,a cryptic mind..but one has to adapt to make his excruciating situation to a more 'livable' condition where one might continue 'dragging' his/herself to the end of the journey..

and this is what i have done..listen to all of these stories..and able to know the real TRUTH after listening from both sides..

heh heh..lucky me..

but i expect there are others like me out there..those inquisitive minds that rather dwell on the darker side of the school than all those education crap teachers trying to instill within theirselves..

yes..there certainly are such people..so i much expect to see a lil Mike once i return to MF after graduating..a lil boy in shorts running around and befriending all in his path..getting to know the conflicts between this 'accuser' and 'victim' group and able to get the truth too out of them..

that would really be sweet..

so who says life in school is boring apart from the mundane national anthems and those discipline teachers who are like competing each other to see who among them are able to instill the most fear in the students,its an interesting place to be..

like I said..a different face,a different story..

it makes life much better in school..rather than burying yourself in books its better to take notice of your surroundings and realise that hey!..this is much better than all those crap written in textbooks..

for all those younglings mayflowerians..take it from me..

its a survival tip for ur remaining years in the ruddy school..

for all those graduated..you're foolish lot..all of you..allowing ur mind to be influences by a pivotal figure who instructs the feeling 'hate' by a swish of his forearm..

to all readers,pardon me if this content makes no sense or whatsoever..it does makes sense..only that the details are nt included and this makes it harder for you guys to decipher what im ranting about..

to those who can..lucky you guys..

to those who cant..try to..

still unconvinced??then I think I'll have to blame on this late night wake..

hurhur..

only one will understand this entry well and that one was the person whom i gave the call..

hurhur..

2006-07-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

Thank you for patiently waiting.

This blog will be updated with more readable content besides this entry soon enough.

= ="...

k that was lame..I'll update soon la k..kinda busy nowadays..dunno y..I got loads of stories to share..from Ultraman to Superman..I've got stories all about them..

and im nt kidding..

so stay tuned..

p.s HAIKAL GIVE ME THOSE DAMN PICS..I NEED THEM TO GET THIS UPDATED!!!!

*clears throat*...

2006-06-21T01:20:00.000+08:00

oh ya..before i forget..

marito..damn u..lol..

7 random facts about me

-ur guy next door
-irritating
-helpful(cheh cheh)
-crazy bout soccer
-chocoholic
-ur partner in jokes
-cryptic

7 things that scares me

-losing
-losing my friends,loved ones =)
-losing my adopted fam
-dreadful o lvls grades
-waking up one day,just to know that all of this was just a dream
-painful operations
-karma

7 random music at the moment

-lo que paso paso
-slow wind remix
-hips dont lie bamboo remix
-muscle museum
-blind
-the wicked end
-superwoman

7 things i say most

-lol
-basket
-whos this? d a d d y y a n k e e
-ko buat kelakar kepe?
-yupp yupp
-no problemo
-wokae

7 peeps to do this

-jill
-sakinah
-amelia
-effa
-garene
-sherwin
-syairah

damn im evil..but they wont do..so ya =)..

2006-06-21T00:53:00.000+08:00

Boredom kills..but it kills time..ahh heck..

here i am blogging with a throbing head whilst waiting for the damn Sweden versus England match..im expecting a boring encounter..since all my expectations about this World Cup had been as wrong as my friendster's horoscope readings..might as well i start off watching with a pessimist mood and MAYBE if god wills it,i might be in for a surprise..dang~

Holidays are ending and like I mentioned in my msn personal msg..my holidays were like Mount Merapi..full of drama..full of intensity..in the end nothing happened..all wasted expectations = ="...I still believe that my Ten Year Series will fill up by itself..and that all of its content will travel thru osmosis into my head(wat crap)..

As you can see this entry is much of a dull mood..and that is much reflected on what im feeling now..empty,dull and bored..damn..

marito came back..hahs..and she brought some things from the highlands..glad to hear she has some dried(shrivelled) strawberries for me..but the damn thing is that I cant see any chance of miting up with her(them)..hurhur..so much for a breakup..the effects are slowly kicking in..

anyway..tmr i be having a soccer match..glad to say..but the prob is that im having blisters and oh-shit-damn i cant run much..just thought of showing off..but too bad most prob i will be just another pretty-boots player on da field..sigh..

s'pose to be swimming tmr..but due to shortage of members we decided to postponed it..till thurs..hopefully everyone be there..to Farhan..do pick up ur fone..To Shodikin..get well soon..To Fitree..do give haikal a chance and go swimming with us..LOL..To Haikal..stop acting like a japanese freak..To Herwan..If swimming nt possible then do join us on a trip to Sentosa..I pay for ur entrance fee if you want..hahahaa..

hurhur..

so now u knw what boring life i lead..

So much for the envy i received for having such a "perfect"life..

well like they say in spanish..son cosas que pasan en el barrio fino...

meaning- these are just things that happen in the 'fine' neighbourhood..

its never perfect or fine and will never be..

maybe it will get better as time gets by..born and raised to persevere and be patient..and thats exactly what i will do..

but for now..

COME ON ENGLAND!!!

2006-06-19T14:30:00.000+08:00

Its Monday morning and the 'monday morning blues' are all radiating within me..speaking of morning..its nt morning at all..in fact its TWO O CLOCK IN THE AFTERNOON..= ="..refered as morning much due to the fact that I just woke up within an hour ago and glad to say that I have nt bathed and my stomach is growling its own version of classical harmony (ya rite..)..

Food is all I need in this moment and whilst I blog with an empty stomach the fact that Harboufront has many food outlets offered to its shoppers tingles my legs an eerie shake as I welcome the idea of paying Hbfront a visit..er..maybe after I bathe that is = =""

Talking about legs(apart from all ur sexual fantasies that is..)I have two blisters on each heel and its much resulted by my team's skirmish on St Wilfred's Field last saturday..The field was alrite la..passes are able to be carried out smoothly and play was able to fluctuate with a certain rhythm..urgh..Omit that rhythm coz my team had no rhythm at all..I had only one great oppurtunity..and that ended with me staining my socks with blood after a tuck-tackle-and-run by the opponent which apparently went unseen by the old ref*(no offence..but he is old..)..My complains went unheard of cz..and they always do =(..HAH..niwei we played bad la..the midfield was so kosong..and the defence was like implementing an overly conservative approach on tackling the opponent..and that approach is nt to tackle at all = ="..

we lost the match horrendously..had to pay three bucks for the booking of the field and the ref..I felt worse playing the match before playing it..where I had to experience heart pain(urgh..u knw why..)before the match..and leg pain(blisters..hoho)..after the match..

Limped my way with Haikal and Herwan to the KFC..where I ordered the so called buddy meal and still feeling hungry afterwards..

went off then..bidding goodbye to haikal who have his own skirmishes of his own(hurhurhur..u knw what i mean rite..)..while me and herwan decided to take the long bus ride of 133 to amk just to satisfy our sleepyheads..we didnt ended up snoring in the journey..and the supposedly long bus ride wasnt even long..with just a blink of the eye(ya rite mike..) we were already alighting at amk interchange..

STOP...

do you happened to wonder why I didnt just take the NEL line to harboufront from Boon Keng and choose a long winded alternative instead??well the answer is I wanted to waste time..and WASTING TIME was wat i managed to do..Bus rides from Boonkeng to amk interchange..from amk interchange to woodlands interchange..from woodlands interchange to harbourfront interchange..from harbourfront interchange to my house stop..all amounts to three hours..hell..that was some timewasting..

spend most of the time listening to my music..apparently with one song making its huge presence..urgh..Blind was playing over and over again(well dont blame me..hahas..self mutilating..hehe)..and sleeping..which was certainly a thing to enjoy before one small gurl actually sat beside me and knock me in the head..nono nt joking..pretty cute gurl she smiled at me after knocking my head..my blood suddenly shot up to its zenith(ya rite mike..)but all i cud do was to flash a smile back while that gurl much reminded me of my own sister..sigh..

niwei by the time i reached home..it was nearly time for the first world cup match of the nite(STM..i cant remember what match..)..and ya..smelly smelly me hooking up the satellite thingy to get transmission from Indonesians' SCTV(ya say what u want i noe la i budget not hooking up that pay per view Starhub thingy.but gosh it will cost me $100 plus bucks..no way..i rather get it free..hehehe)..

oh ya..world cup is kinda ok..Im totally impressed by Ivory Coast especially..its sad that they cant qualify..but the way they played..fuyyooooo..so fast and so neat..they make leading teams look like a joke..

sooo here i am at the end of my entry..things looking much the same since the time i started writing this entry but nw accompanied with a much defiant stomach and a headache to my annoyance..hahs..

i think im slowly moving on la..to raden ure much spot on..i cant mutilate myself by dwelling in these dark circumstances,shedding blood and tears..have ta concentrate on my other priorities now..such as o levels..maybe after that..urgh..its full of maybes..

i dont think i need counselling..i can counsel myself..since counselling was my 2004..i think i've learn to counsel myself now..= ="

till then..the one and only..

miketheman..hahahaha

2006-06-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

I cant put in words..But I listen to songs..and many fits my situation now..Im nt happy I lost u..Neither do I hate u now..U must be crazy..I love u gurl hw cud I ever hate u??I hope ure happy now..having the way ure wanted..ask me nt for my happiness..for they have fluttered off in the wind..so sudden..and so fatal..but its u that matters..if this is happiness..Im glad..If its nt..I always be there for you to call upon..rain or shine..dark or light..If u need someone to love u or care or even call upon u..I will always be here gurl..Always..no more anniversaries..no more late night send-u-back skirmishes..no more movie dates and long john silvers eateries..hahs..memories..all so dear..im in pain..i cannot hide that..U seem too..I feel sympathetic to ur situation..And dont ever tell me nt to be nice cz it makes u feel guilty..im different from other guys..im nt boasting though..but im different..u knw that better than anyone else..so ya..my sole reason to smile =)..i hope ure happy nw..if u are nt..I always be here..and thats a promise..from me and to you..

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

hahs..yupp..thats for u..lyrics from Blind..but uh..my love for you is nt blind..nonono..

so to my fellow readers..im sorry to post such a lame entry equipped with a cliche song lyrics..but uh..i need somewhere to let it out..i cant let it out all here..nono..it be too hurtful to be written..urgh..glad to have frens that helped me along the way..appreciate that =)

so to YOU..hope u knw..ure nt easy to forget..harder to hate..excruciating memories only leave with me nw..for losing a love one is never that easy..it has never been easy..and it will never be..it takes time to move on..for nw..i dont see it possible..gosh..

a part of me died..when u left me..hmm..

its about U and me

2006-06-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry been not updating..Its been a month..and the month was a hectic one..and totally eventful..nt all in a positive manner though..but it has negatives too..

Revision has started..Im nw doing bio..slowly cz i dont wanna forget them when o levels come..Be going Bras Basah to buy a second hand TYS for maths..since a teacher told me more likely there's going to be notes and stuffs inside it..well..its much depended on the last person to use it..hahas..but the problem is..im quite lazy to travel to Bras Basah..even though I do have a straight bus to the place from my house..lazy lazy lazy haiz..but i wud be happy if someone cud tag along with me..In my mind..theres only one name..but thats the problem..

We're having a problem..some may view it as a small one and wud be over and done with pretty fast and all be normal again..but some others might comment it as something complicated,as it involves emotions and stuffs..well personally i feel its a mix of both..but whatever it is..i cant live thru this..Even though I have waited months and months for you and some others thought i was crazy enuff to continue chasing u..i still chase..even as a born pessimist..I believed that one shuldnt give up till there's really no chance to succeed..so no matter hw small and miniscule the chance may be..its wise,in my opinion..to continue striving..cz ur effort will be realized..and believe me..it will be rewarded..like wat i experienced..

I culdnt believe it at first,seriously..she's older..and im sure some others might view her as little crazy to go for a younger guy..i myself was bombarded with multiple "insults"..many claim im only with older woman..which is nt true la btw..in my opinion..love has hardly any boundaries..there is some..but then is totally free..so age does nt matter so much..

It had been more than five months since we're attached..and many memories have been created within this five months..that i cant deny..bad one,good ones..ahh its a mix of both..but of cz..the good ones always stays in mind and personally,it can never be forgotten..we've been thru a lot la..all those outings and all..all the jokes we shared..and of cz..the love is shared..the sweetest of them all..

but amidst all of those sweet memories..it is doom that relationship will be tested by multiple problems..and currently we're having one of it..I cant reveal much..that i apologize..but wat i can tell is that this is total sucky la..its affecting both of us..and i really want to get over it..well..i hope both of us can work this out together la..but this wud mean i nid her cooperation,commitment of cz..i cant be the only one working while she does nthg on her part..I will do anything..just name it..I'll sacrifice practically anything..just to get things as they were..but even though i muster all my effort..it will be a total folly if she dont work upon it too..Im sorry to have made this public..but really this is bothering me la..i can complain to ppl..but they wont hear about it forever..thats why i feel a lil contented posting it here..i mean..what are blogs created for rite??

so if U are reading is..I knw u knw whom im refering to..i just wanna tell you that I cant go on forever like this la..nah i cant..it takes a superhuman effort to be patient all the time..that is why i cant hold on forever..I can be patient nw..but then??i dunno..i cant..I do whatever it takes la basically..to get u back by my side..I totally understand ure busy and all..I really do..and the fact that u dont really like the course make me more sympathetic upon viewing ur situation..but pls..i need time off with you..nt that much im asking for..but just sometime..cz..if we dont c each other than really..this relationship is going nowhere..but i dont want that to happen..i want to work it out..NOW..so pls..I just need ur help..to make all well back again..just sometime is all im asking for..with you..I'll give u time to get things straightened out..but then after that I wish to continue back where I left..Where we left..we're still together..u said so too..but this is something we HAVE to overcome..make that have a must..like i say..i wont give up..especially when its concerning u..I will NEVER give up..nt till theres no more hope left..

I dont want this to end up like my previous relationship..i really dont want to..

I hope u understand..

2006-05-20T03:12:00.000+08:00

Did you know i once nearly gave up on you..

I kept on singing Slipknot's Vermillion..especially those last lines..."I wont let this build up inside of me".."She isnt real...I cant make her real"...

Months have passed since ure mine =))..

I thot I never last..

Well..I was wrong..

28th December 2005..

anyway been busy nowadays..this space is getting filled with dust and the reason im here is to dust it off and let some sunshine in this dark,unoccupied space..

yeah so much for descriptions.. = =""

I promise I'll make some time..

I promise..

english lesson

2006-05-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

Went to the Taming Of The Shrew play at Raffles Hotel yesterday..Wasnt my first time in that plush hotel but still the sight of it..the lavishly decorated floors and those antiques chandeliers still managed to gain much of my attention..

The play rocks la basically..It was shown in the Jubilee Hall of the hotel..and obviously it was those typical posh-looking places..nicely decorated with some paintings and art-deco which can be seen at the walls surrounding the theatre hall..but im here nt to talk bout the hall..but the play itself..

It started out with an english drunkard blabbering nonsense..he was seating behind me and i was kinda taken aback by his behaviour..knowing that the hotel isnt any place for such rouge..that his very existence in the hall startled me..he went on singing england's football songs..ones that i never heard of and went on chanting 'there is only one beckham'..we expected nothing of this sort and his startling behaviour got all the boys and girls,woman and men in the hall laughing..

what we didnt know was he was part of the play..and at the very moment i got to know he was part of the play..all thoughts of me just got assaulted by a drunkard sailed far far away and i totally diverted my attention to the play..

It was great..and the word great is an understatement..U shud been there with me to witness it..coz i cant really describe it well here..oh well,sorry..

anyway i tot of taking pictures..but since the school implement such rubbish rules on not allowing handphones to school..the only way for me to take pictures is by doing it secretly..obviously i culdnt do it whilst the play is on cz there's plenty of teachers around and it was pretty dark..

impossible task it may seem..but i got three pictures..

since its impossible to take in the hall..i have decided to take some shots somewhere else.........

yupp..you guessed it rite..its the toilet = ="..lol...but hey u must appluad my effort lei..hahaz..

as you can see..everything is so posh la..the 'posh-ness' even extends to their toilets..which had plenty of gold plated 'thingys' around..whats more..each toilet has their own cleaner..who would greet you upon ur arrival in the 'white throne'..in this case..'gold throne'..lol..

okok..enuff of toilets..sheesh..

Nowadays i find YouTube an interesting place..nt that im one of those pervetice lamers who are still on the hunt for the Tammy Nyp video even though it had been removed (how the hell i know??)...but i find there's interesting videos aplenty that a buried within the threshold of the website itself..

Personally..i wud hunt for soccer vids and dance vids..some of which are too rare to find elsewhere and i wud like to thank those users who took time off to upload such priceless vids..

but then..another genre of videos caught my eye...comedy..

it all started when Kelvin sent me this link late nite once upon a time..

go on..click it..its really funny..

and if ure thinking its one of those scary videos where a ghostly figure wud suddenly appear in a scene u are definitely wrong..

okok..i shall end it here..GO WATCH!!!

Somebody save me..

2006-05-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

Amelia said my blog is stagnant..
Nurul em is claiming indirectly that i m just too lazy to view my own blog..
Ciku claims that i shud update my blog..

and i just did..= ))

anyway life been quite ok..examinations are over and that certainly relieved some of the stress that've been hitting me hard these few days..but some claim that i seem so relaxed as if i was confident that i wud do well for my mid year..

well here's the truth..it had been stressful..but i hardly did anything to do something bout it..

I hardly do anything la..except some late night last minute flip thru..im pretty much screwed for mid year..

and it seems that im proving some ppl rite by producing the results that cud only qualify me for ite..

nono..

that shudnt happen..

must nt..never..

i must do something about this..i have only three months before prelim..

yeah blame laziness and lack of planning..

sigh..

anyway.. accompanied hafiz to go for a hair cut the other day..

and these were the results while waiting for the bus to arrive..

crazy aint it??mind you this really happened..they were dancing all the time whilst waiting..gosh..

i think sumtime i wonder whether i shud conform and be like them too..crazy peeps..

but maybe i myself am crazy enuff..sheesh

we went on boarding the bus and alighted the stop near melon's and co. house..

we were walking walking walking when suddenly i was nudged by firdaus who was pointing at a direction...i didnt turn towards it..cz somehow the way he look seems suspicious..so i carried on listening to my rocking disc certainly nt paying any attention to it..

it was a correct decision..what he was pointing at was certainly gross and if you once saw it..u can hardly forget about it that easily..its like as if ure traumatised by the whole situation..and this is why..

1. It was an old lady..
2. Was wearing a short kain which was raised till a miniskirt level..
3. She sat willingly on the handrail of the staircase..
4. thus it revealed her...erm..u shud noe..
5. Firdaus claimed that the old lady was wearing a black underwear after a short look underneath her kain.
6. But Hafiz claimed otherwise..saying that wat he saw was nothing like an underwear..it was sparse and long..u shud noe what i meant by sparse and long...yucks..

at that moment..i didnt knw how to react..its gross..disgusting..yet funny..

do note that this happened in hougang..

probably the government shud be informed that there is a mad woman on the loose..pls do note Woodbridge is located in hougang..

yucks..eee..gross..

kk i shall leave u guys then now..to tinker about this incident carefully..

and one piece of advice - do not underestimate the minds of old ppl..they might just be like you..horny..

urgh..

champions

2006-04-30T02:49:00.000+08:00

It wasnt an unfamiliar sight..

today at chijmes around 9++ i saw the blues winning the championship rite again..

to me..the championship had already been won weeks ago..even before the start of the season..i knew they were going to be champions..today was only the medal and trophy presentation..that is why i lack of emotion as they made a game out of their own will with the reds of manchester being their latest victim..

three zero was the scoreline and it looks like a one sided match...

no..it wasnt one sided..hard challenge from manchester who nearly scored when wayne rooney whizzed pass the so called water-tight defence of chelsea..

he was already one on one with the goalkeeper..but he missed..

that was the only good chance for manchester..

chelsea kept their heads and went on..absorbing every single one of manchester's attack..

maybe manchester didnt think for a split second that what they are doing is kamikaze..even opening the doors for a heavier defeat??look at liverpool and you'll understand..why is liverpool is always so effective against chelsea??...they didnt rush in their attacks..they wasnt desperate to win..and they didnt have show offs like cristiano ronaldo waggling his feet on a few defenders then lose the defenders afterwards..no..maybe they didnt realize that defence is our speciality and that our midfield are faster than their own attack??maybe..

what liverpool did was to play with a flow..technical approach yet effective in real life..its no use having the most skilled players on earth..those can only bring you so far..a good team must be accompanied with good teamwork..and that i didnt see it in manchester..

they lost their heads after the first goal..it shuldnt have happened and they knew it well enough..

but i aint saying chelsea played perfect either..

this chelsea side that you're witnessing in ur own tv sets,making news about their spending spree in the transfer market,are the most boring side i had ever seen..

give me zola anytime..and i rather him than all the stars in chelsea..

that is why winning the league isnt such a big deal..we know we will win..we know no one could touch us and it was proven..since mourinho arrived chelsea had NEVER lost at home..never..

we lead on top thruout the season and i couldnt admit less to have been biting my nails when the lead of 18 points were reduced to just nine within a few matches..

i was feeling a lil pessimistic then about their ability to retain the title..my frens kept reminding me that manchester could do watever they did to arsenal to chelsea..but i kept on insisting that chelsea werent any arsenal side..but i knew if the bad patch goes on i have to just have to believe just like they did..

but it didnt..the blues came back to life..

and the climax was today..when three goals shook stamford bridge,just enough to bring the championship trophy right back to the hands of captain john terry..

william gallas scored a glancing header,much credited to john terry..joe cole scored a brilliant individual masterpiece..then ricardo cavalho scored a screamer and it look as if he had been doing it all life long..

it was just enough..just enough..

it is no doubt chelsea will be hated more to have retain the title..the media hates us..and that made the people hate us too..people have this belief that we actually bought the championship..that money alone have helped chelsea reached this far..

well i totally disagree..

you have to take notice the work the players produce on the pitch itself..if they were all about money then why didnt they just shake their legs,play a mediocre match and still get their salary??its more than money i tell you..

that is why it is shame that people hate chelsea..they didnt see the brilliant things the club have in store..

furthermore..what chelsea have spent so far..is much lesser than what manchester had spent themselves since the formation of the premiership..nobody realise this..just becoz the money spent by chelsea was in a shorter period of time ppl start shouting 'cheat' among themsleves..

oh u silly people stop being so naive..

start analysing things and stop lying to urself by jumping to ur own conclusion..without hard rock evidence..

money can only help you so far..the rest is all hard work..

and that was proven..today..

the scoreline actually flatter chelsea a little but it didnt matter..the championship is ours..bring on the next season..

But next season will be yet another surprise..with the arrival of michael ballack..it would be more than what you're watching now..

so watch out..

it doesnt matter to me if people cry out saying we have an oil barrel for support..this is just an excuse to go against the club after there is nothing else to talk about..people dont wait for chelsea to excel..all they do is to wait till they make a mistake..then they will start laughing silently in their hearts..

maybe you guys shud stop ur useless rantings and start leaving the club alone..then im very sure the club will prove its worth..

but whatever happens..its another twelve months the trophy will spent its time in the less than glittering trophy cabinet in stamford bridge..

but for now..

u all just have to bent down to the reign of the blues..

Chelsea : 2005 - 2006 Champions..

mike mike mike

2006-04-29T12:10:00.000+08:00

Im back..once again..lol..

I have dissapeared much from my blog..mainly due to hide from certain ppl..crazy peeps..hurhur..lol

Life rawks la practically..Ehems* =))

I have decided that I have long wanted to be a japanese kid..

surely its fun being a japanese kid..living in the world of gatsbys and other stuffs..ur hair is nice and u have a nice white face,the ones that crazy south east asians would just love to stare it over and over again..

and ur hair..yes ur hair..its so manageble..

ANYWAY IM CRAPPING..ITS JUST THAT IM SO ENVIOUS OF JAPANESE KIDS SPOTTING NICE HAIRSTYLE AND HERE I AM CONTEMPLATING WHETHER TO GO BALD..

kk i shall digress..

Im part of a family..its called a fruit family..I shall nt disclose who is inside yet..but anyway i give a hint to what fruit am i..

Im nonek..a slang for konek..

if you do not know what is konek and ure a guy..obviously you dont fit to have that sex..

its something you carry everyday..ur pee pee,ur toot,ur bird,ur kuku chiao,ur bender,ur hot dog,banana and many more..

konek is that in malay..

and im konek..

kk i shall end this short..since its getting so R-21..hehehe..= ="

HAHA

2006-04-21T13:09:00.000+08:00

IMMMMM BBAAACCKKKK!!

hah!..im back im back im back..lolz

kk that was lame enough..

anyway so sorry for not updating..kinda caught up with games at the moment(wah shocking ah??)..so www.blogger.com seems to be long forgotten then..

but not now..cz im back =)

kk ANYWAY....

I have decided that im getting mundane of my route to school...

i see the same kind of ppl EVERYDAY..and its getting boring..from the ah mas and ah peis doing taichi in the early morning to the slumping-headed office workers...its all getting routinous..I NEED NEW PPL..INTERACTIVE LIVELY PPL ON MY WAY TO SCHOOL SO THAT I WONT BE NEEDED TO JOIN THE SLUMPING-HEADED GANG..

ok...that was some shoutout..hah..

imagine this...every single day i board the bus service 65 near my house to orchard..then take mrt from there to amk where i alight..then take whatever available bus that goes en route to school at the busstop opposite jubilee(hint hint..wanna meet me??6.40 am++...= =")..AND I SEE THE SAME TYPE OF PPL ON THE DIFFERENT PHASES OF THE JOURNEY..

bus service 65:

1.School kids(including me...sadly haiz)
2.Fillipino maids(i dunno why..but they are there)
3.the going-to-work group(these are usually the normal suspects for the slumping head syndrome)

Mrt (orchard - - Amk):

1.More school kids
2.Army dudes(strangely..at least one of them is there everyday..)
3.the going-to-work group(aha!..this is where you can c that my theory is true..the drooping gets worse and some ever irritates the next person they are sitting with by resting their heads on the other person's shoulder...i know...im a victim)

Bus(jubilee - - Mayflower Sec):

1.School kids(ok easy said..they are always there during my whole journey course..wanna noe y??i look down at myself and i realise that im in school uniform too..shit..)
2.the going-to-work group(k they somehow got rid of their slumping heads..instead they resort in crowding the buses..pushing and shoving and doing whatever they could to get hold of seats..typical singaporeans..sheesh)

so nw u can c whats all my ranting about..

i am nw quite into reggaeton and i spend the time during my journey with my earphones plugged in my ear,blasting the catchy tunes of Daddy Yankee hits and much more..

irritatingly..these songs are those that have the ability to make one to dance..and naturally whilst listening..i sometimes get carried away(u shud know what i mean)..

so you could really see the contrasting picture..a much lively me..and the dying peeps around me..

hurhur..

i think singaporeans shud be more friendly and approachable..walk around with a smile..and greet each other a happy day..

i even have a funny imagination about blasting the beats of reggaeton thru a boombox and set the volume to the max in the mrt..everyone was dancing then..it was like they brought the club into the mrt..everyone was shaking shaking their booties and you can even spot those cheeky boys grinding..and some aspiring poledancers making full use of the poles..

alas..it was just a imagination..if i were to that real life..i guess i will be long be place in custody..

haiz..

so i'll end this entry without a solution to this problem..of cz it be better next year when i move on from mayflower..but till then..its back to slumping heads and those vivid imaginations of mine..

take care all..

am i?

2006-04-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

You made me wonder..
whether all of this is real..
whether the sky is really blue..
whether there are really fishes in the sea..

You made me wonder..
why humans has 5 senses instead of nine or ten..
why we need to eat and drink to live..
why we die someday in our lives..

But yes you do make me smile..
Ur smile brings joy to my eyes..
Nt many have seen ur true smile..
Sadly i have..

But yes you do make me cry..
U make me question my very existence..
whether i was of any worth to you..
whether you do care bout me at all..

In all..
the tears..
the smiles..
amounts to nothing at all..

You seek newer pastures..
leaving me in that strange ghetto..
picking up that broken glass..
wounding my hand terribly..

yet it was that very hand that touched..
that holds tender loving care..
that wipe ur tears when you cry..
that binds us together..

gone gone gone..
was that feeling..was that special..'feeling'
gone gone gone..
was that touch..that binding force..

do you see not?
do you hear not?
do you FEEL not??

i hear ur laughter amidst this pain..
a joke nonetheless it seems..
yet no joke it was..
for my tears are pure..
that my bleeding is true..

blame me..yes blame me for all..
im a loser..i lose..
im a joke..they(u) laugh..

but i'll remember u..worry not..
i'll remember that touch..worry not..
worry not..i'll remember that love??
NO!

I love..really..
but..
but..
but..

do you??
u sure??..
haha..ok..sorry i made a mistake..

but???

there u made me wonder again..
whether ur love is true..
whether EVERYTHING is true..

but..
but..
but...

i trust..
u..
u..
really..

really???

i shall end this here..
questions nt yet answers..nothing changed..
but then i wish to let you know..
that its my turn to make u wonder..

whether all of this true..
whether my bleeding is real..
whether my tears was pure..

u decide..till then..i will love you..really..

here i am..just a lil different..

2006-04-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

~Here I am...Just a lil different..~

this is my last blog entry before im warded i guess..so listen up..

Im a suspect for a lung infection a.k.a pneumonia..and it sucks..terribly..

I havent eaten for four days??and each time i try to eat..be it porridge or other stuffs i was forced to..it just wont go thru my goddamn gullet..it will just stop in my mouth..and there i am..already drained by this sickness..need to muster a gigantuarian just to force it down..and nono..it doesnt stop only there..the pain..the pain when it slips down ur gullet into the stomach is unbearable..

so i didnt eat for these four days..im as thin as those POWs you see in ur old social studies book..but it doesnt matter..

I'm tired of being sick..tired of just lying on my bed waiting for either mom or sis to remind me the hours for me to eat my medication..oh yes..my stomach has plenty of chemicals in it..every 4-6 hours i will eat five different type of medicine..it is a mundane routine..but mundane isnt specific enough...its EXCRUCIATING..

every single day i just lie on my bed..or the sofa outside..just pant my way thruout the day..my brain activity has decreased..thats why its hard for me to register what ppl is saying..therefore im left just to stare at ceilings or walls...wondering when this hell of a test will end..

Cough- yes i do cough...LOADS OF TIMES..and each time i cough there will be a sharp pain in my chest..as if a group of ppl just came by me and stab me all over with razor blades..i try to cry..yes..call me a sissybaby i dnt mind..but then tears culdnt come out..and there i was..sat on my bed..just wincing in pain..as i waited..waited for this test to go away..

Im just a tired guy..walking around in the house will just make me breathless..headaches are aplenty..they just slow down my brain activity..sounds just appear too loud..and i get irritated by small little things..

but nothing can help me..yet..

since tuesday i just lie on my bed..occasionally shivering..and with my strange stares a stranger might suspect me suffering from a serious mental disease..

but no..im mentally well..thats why im able to write this..

nobody understands me better than myself..i feel..

nobody can feel the pain im thru..i guess..

correct me if im wrong but if you CAN feel the way that i feel rite now..or even have a very intelligent stab in the dark of what kind of suffering im thru rite now..just give me a tinkle..i wuldnt mind having a short chat with you...that is..if my breathing permits..

i've been informed by frens that my mates in school somehow doubts that im suffering at home..they just think that im just one of those regular ponteng-kias..but of dearie frens have you nt got a mind to think??how can i possibly escape nt coming for four days??..so much for ponteng eh??

how i miss holding my dear's hands..how i miss seeing her and the rest..how i love and miss school..how i miss being shouted at by teachers..how i miss those boring assemblies..those routine periods are much more...trust me..than what im going thru now..

after reading this..some might just wave and say 'ahh..another sympathy hunger kid'...

NOOO..i dnt wish for your sympathy if you think im too filthy to deserve it..im here just to tell my lil tale of my lil dissapearance..

at the end of it i just realised 'hey..im still the same old kid..just a lil different'..

thats when i decided to title my entry as such..if you do notice that is..

im still the same old me..but just a lil...only a lil..different

i dont know how long i can take panting thru the hours..minutes appear to be passing slowly than usual..till i've gone tired to glance at the clock..

this is real..not a compo written out of leisure..i will most probably be hospitalised either tonite or in a day or two if my x-ray proves that i have lung infection..

if that is the case..then this wud be my last entry...for now..

urgh

2006-04-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

It was another school day today and i didnt enjoy every single bit of it..

woke up in early in the morning with a serious headache..fell in the bathroom and totally forgotten that my hybrid pass was nt renewed so i had to DIG for coins in my wallet...to make matters worse my wallet was seemingly big today even though the content didnt reflect upon that..soooo..it got stuck in my tiny pocket and there i was looking like some blardie asshole trying to dig his pants for his wallet..had plenty of stares all around and the driver deliberately drive slowly so that if i culdnt come out with the correct fare..he wud have every reason to kick me out...IF HE DARED...grrr..

but i managed la somehow luckily to have the correct fare so i went up to the second floor just to find a person was seating at my normal seating place...well 'fine'..i sat somewhere else...just to find that the aircon was dripping 'aircon gooey'..so the yucky..thus i had my hair dressed with some kind of toxic looking liquid all over..yucks...

thank god it evaporated..but the damage was done..ah heck i said to myself..im nt that vain btw..its jst school nt as if i was on a date with a supermodel(sorry sayang..i still love you..lol..*winks)..

but the highlight of my journey to school was the music i was listening..hoho..if you guessed techno you're spot on...was listening to techno songs namely 'everytime we touch' and 'miracle' by Cascada...it was a dare by my sister to include these songs in my disc..and i find that it is definitely AN EXCRUCIATING EXPERIENCE...i dunno why ppl out there wud go on banging their heads as if they engrossed with the beat..nt only it increases my blood level early in the morning but IT MADE MY HEADACHE WORSE!!..i sooo love techno...sheesh..

blah blah blah and there i was landed rite smack in the middle of my sucky school..surrounded by childish kids playing basketball and catching in the early morning...i repeat..MORNING..urgh..

other than that it was all O-K thruout..had 6 free periods just nw which made me wonder why the hell i came to school..but instead of taking full advantage of the free periods by sleeping..i spend time singing and chatting and laming thruout the day..come history period..i was already too sleepy...

matters became worse when the class suddenly erupted into laughter while i was taking a short nap...there,stood in front of me, was Mrs Selva...and she had been staring at me for the pass three minute or so...her facial expression was cryptic though..she had an angry look but at the same time..she had those grin that look as if it means 'aha!i have caught you!!'...loudest among the laughter was Darren's who seems to be showing me thumbs-up for my brave act..

grrrrr...i'll have my revenge someday..

so the day at school ended with me feeling stupid..tot of going badminton but i guess it was cancel due to speech day rehearsal..so i walked out of the school trying my best to maintain a low profile as the news of me sleeping in the class would have certainly been the word of mouth for some..

boarded 166..took a seat in the back row of the bus..was pretty much filled due to all those school kids making their way home or to some destination for skirmishes of their own..but i didnt care...plugged my earphones and went straight into a sleep..

zzzzz..no details here..

but then i woke up with a bang..litterally...

my head had been the victim of the glass window and had been banging it thruout my sleeping stint..and damn it hurt bad...even worse...guess what was banging in my ear then????

techno = ="...

the headache suddenly evolved into a mini migraine..and there i was looking like a drunkard as i swayed my way down to the door...the pain was oh-so-great..and i swear at that point of time i nearly gave up walking up to my house..

but i made it..

so here am i..lucky to have made it thru my horrendous day...the headache is still around though..accompanied by a slight fever and sore throat...

lessons of the day:

1. no techno in the morning.
2. choose a seat in the bus carefully
3. take out wallet beforehand before boarding the bus.
4. DONT SLEEP IN CLASS.
5. take good care while attempting to sleep in the bus.

and lastly..

6. take good advantage of free periods,sleep is the best option..and er...study i guess..lol..

thats all for now folks...

Get well soon aite dear??=))

lalalala

2006-03-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

HOLLABACK!!

haha..guess whose back!!
back to spin some shit here nigga!!!

er..kk lame = =""

Hi to you guys out there..all those devoted readers of my blog (bluek!!!)..haha..im here back once again to blog crap once more..after a week's break..sorryla..tired sia nowadays..the workload from school is seriously increasing as each day passes and fam tong siang my maths teacher is making sure that i suffer in every of his lessons..= =""

i think i will die someday..school is like one hell of a place to be..where kids run around during each breaks and the sound of the oh-im-so-getting-sick-of national anthem and the ruddy school song..im still so against the idea that we have to sing both the sch song and national anthem on a regular basis..because although they do explain the fact on being 'loyal citizens'...forcing us singing the anthem aint gonna make us love singapore more..in fact im getting sick of it..POLY!! POLY!! WHERE THE F*** ARE YOU!!..that is the problem of having many frens that are older than you..you tend to be pressured by their very existense in those post secondary institutes and how you wish you were in the same shoes as them..maybe i just have to swallow the fact that im a kid born in 1990...sheesh~

but whatever it is..they ARE older..but this particular video below doesnt show that they are..

yupp..catching er...well you noe what..lol

more of my wacko frens coming rite up...just watch this space =))

anyway..life practically sux..

school has deprived me of being a social animal..

and ya..I MISS MY MISS CALLER!!...omg..i miss her so much laaa..

if you happen to be reading this dear...i think you shud noe what to do..lol..

anyway once again..tmr is soccer..and we are gonna celebrate ah john birthday..if you guys wanna noe a lil bout him..he is my mate from soccer who seems to be irritated with the fact of a fastfood restaurant that is named similar like his..that is Long John..we,the sick peeps,enjoys eating at long john for some particular reason and each time we mention that in front of john..he wud go on telling us to watch him as he stand still..waiting for his pecker to get stiff...wondering why??well you figure out yourself..LONG John anyone?? = =""

alrite i will end it here..im so missing field soccer..missing those crazy times i had with my already graduated frens last year..missing my sis very much..missing the freedom to go out nearly every single day..and lastly and CERTAINLY NOT THE LEAST...i miss her much..

ok..this is really getting cheesy..hahaz..

i shall end it here then..

and dont even think i will be gone once again..

watch this space..

p.s..a joke from hafiz..why does the teacher need a eye-checkup??

because she culdnt control her pupils = ="

dots and dots and more dots

2006-03-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

K..starting this entry is a bit difficult..must warn you readers that this might be wordy..but the content counts loads..here you will witnessed things that has never cross ur mind before..DISGUSTING things..yet funny though..lol..kk..i'll stop my crap..

I have many frens that are of my senior...in fact most of those that im closest with are older by me by two years..that would make them eighteen year olds..

here is one such example..this guy here(he who MUST not be named) is an eighteen year old and is seen here trying to light a cigarette..this shows that he's smokes but thats ok he's eighteen(do remember this)..

this entry here isnt about smoking or how bad are the effects about smoking..but this is more about the existence of some dysfunctions in an individual hormones..meaning that they might already of an age..but their behavior suggest otherwise..lets study this carefully..

the guy you see above might fit the description of a "fierce guy"...he smokes and his facial expression is of those pai kias whom we often see squatting on some parapet wall..but then...

nono..ur eyes are nt playing tricks on you..this is that same 'pai kia'..its just that he have exchange that manly pose with that cigarette with a more gayish approach with the dusbin..it appears to me he likes to take pictures..especially those that fit 'this' category...by now im sure you're slowly doubting that he's nt eighteen..but thats nt all..

we were playing soccer when suddenly we saw our dear fren was taking a shade under a tree with an uncle..their meeting was a suspicious one coz they had never met before(i think)..so we decided to take a closer look..

it looks like a scene of father and son chit-chat session..that guy seems to be advising my fren on a subject..my fren seems to be listening attentively....hmm..probably they are long lost relatives or something..but then....

the scene got fishy..the uncle seems to tilt his head at one side and is making a gesture with his hands while my fren seems to be looking at it with pure intrest..

that guy gives a satisfying smile after doing that particular gesture..and my fren there seems to be much impress by the gesture..NOW NOW..it might not what it seems to be..that guy being a long sought-after phaedophile..but then it looks like one.. the position upon which the guy is sitting in is seemingly suspicious once again..

now..we didnt get more pictures as we were afraid that if that guy saw us taking the pictures he would come to us and make the same gesture and gives us one of his satisfying smile once again..nono..that was not going to happen..

instead..me and my mates took over their place under the tree to have a little chit chat session of our own and NO it doesnt come with any sexual satisfaction or strange gesture..ewww..

anyway..we were sitting under the tree and we had a nice talk and most of it was concentrated on that little incident involving that uncle earlier on..we were having a fun time chatting when suddenly one of my fren came out with a brilliant idea..he started collecting dry leaves around the ground and all the small twigs he cud find..then he placed them in a heap and started looking around..then there was it..a lighter..after much confusion we finally understand his intentions clear..

so there we were..trying to built a fire out of twigs,dry leaves and tissue papers..lemme remind you that we are on PUBLIC GROUND and that such act is certainly illegal..we can be charged for possible arson but fcuk who cares..lol..in the end..we even took a pic..

lemme remind you that these guys are eighteen..old enough to go clubbing..old enough to smoke and do other things that only eighteen yr olds do...erm except cheeky me on the rite..damn im only fifteen..birthday also havent pass yet..hah..

we got tired afta the hot sun had sucked much of the energy inside us..so we played our last match which we then proceed to a void deck to change up..

when suddenly john came up popping with a firecracker(er i actually dunno what it is called but who cares)..and we lighted it up and guess what we did next...>

now do you still believe that my friends are REALLY eighteen yr olds???hahaz..maybe this will prove the statement "there's a kid in everyone" really right...

but hey..arent we cute??wahahahaha =))

omg gaysss

2006-03-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

I have decided that im damn HOMOPHOBIC..

i cant live with the fact that some ppl in this world are actually homos..

i mean like..whats the use of the opposite sex if you rather f**k the guy of the same sex

like so EWWWWWW..kk i dont want to even THINK ABOUT IT..

sheesh..

had a footie session today..nt so bad managed to bang in some goals..but the highlight of the day at the court was that we guys spotted a gay among the ooposition and oh-my-god his gayish acts were like sooo hair-raising..

he likes to any-old-how swing his leg to kick the ball..and as expected he misses everytime he does that..in my opinion..i think he is better off girating his hips at some gay club or whatsoever..

he is like so damn "lembut"la (soft in malay)...his hands were wobbling about in a gayish manner and his gait was of an evident homo..if my memory serve me rite..he actually consoled his injured fren in this following manner.."hey!..you're hurt??did he poke you??"..HAHAHAHA

thats when i realized how i hate gays..God make them males not for nothing and certainly being attracted to the same kind is taboo and shuldnt be practise..as it is morally wrong and its a pain in the eye..

in short..im homophobic = =""

i do have frens that are gays in school.for example i have two frens in school who loves to touch guy's nipples and like to poke their butt...i,myself is traumatised at such acts and i have to be carefully aware of my surroundings if i was to get any close to these two so-called-gays..

SAY NO TO GAYISM!!!!

BACKK!!!

2006-03-02T17:13:00.000+08:00

hey hiiii...

afta so long im finally blogging once more...kinda miss blogging so here i am!!! = =""

anyway..school is still killing la..everyday coming to school is like one HELL of a sick routine..facing assholic teachers is another problem...being forced to travel from harbourfront to amk EVERY SINGLE MORNING is another bigger problem..haiyo somehow or another i feel as if i will someday stop and drop dead and refrain myself from this nightmare altogether but hence this is reality and it is wise that i live with it...

I started going badminton once again but only came for the sake of attendance not because i ignited some old passion flame in myself..so every monday you can see me laze around in the school hall waiting for the session to end at 4.30 every that day...it is a tedious affair that i cant possible run away from..unless i wish to get my ass once again in the detention corner which i hope not to...

talking about detention i have just break my own record to go on for two weeks without a single detention..and mind you this is certainly a feat as "STUDENTS" like me certainly deserve at least two detention per week..heh..

kk..enough of the negatives..

MY SOCCER TEAM WON ONCE AGAIN FOR THE SECOND YEAR RUNNING!!..thanks to some amazing displays by both Huzzy and Ridz we manage to carve our name once again on the winner's trophy..Kinda a good and bad occasion for me as during that day itself i played some pathetic games...mind you..we were the favourites to win and many were much in believe tha we can walk into the tournament as champions with a big scoreline in every game..sadly it was not to be as we NEARLY got kicked out in the group stages after going in two games without a goal..

but the final was an epic one..even though we were a goal down in the first half thanks to a uncharacteristic handball by antony..we clawed back into the game thanks to antony(again) and huzaifah whom i believe is the tournament's top scorer once again...

bluek..enough of soccer..

all of the graduating classes in my school will be going thru bag spotcheck from now onwards thanks to the NYP girl...im sure you guys noe bout the NYP incident about the Tammy girl...the girl who videoed her sex scene with her boyfriend..so stupid la = =""

and now we students are also suspected of possesing such videos...me and thomas were like joking about having our own MF series..heh heh..who knows we might come out one...so dont be surprised if you see my face next time in some porn video..

JUST JOKING!!!..WHY AN IDEA SUCH AS APPEARING IN A SEX VIDEO SHUD EVER CROSS MY MIND!?!?!
my gawd im turning crazy...time to digress..

Nowadays i have lesser time to see Sirah..she's working once more and these few weeks i be stuck in school after curriculum hours either for cca or remedials classes(or even detention)...so less time means i be missing her more...to make the matter worse her sis lost her handphone and now she has to share her handphone with her sis..which means once again that i have lesser time to communicate with her....to make matters ever worser still..her prepaid value kinda running low so i wont be able to msg her till her next topup which gawd noes when....haizz..sad..

kk end it here then.. be blogging soon...and this is a promise...to those who are waiting for the results of their posting tmr..GOOD LUCK =))..

"he who makes a beast our of himself,gets rid the pain of being a man"

Love

2006-02-15T16:53:00.000+08:00

Love,a sick word abused by all,
A word of hurt,sadness and all..
Is the root reason for empires to fall..
Yet strangely is still admired by all..

Hallowed by sweet speechers,
Abused by fellow creatures..
I have seen all of love,no less no more..
yet i know naught to whom its for..

Till i met a rose one day..
looking all blithe and merry-ol day..
took her hand into mine
and stroll into the park of oak and pine..

Since then i knew,
that love is true,
not a hoax spoken by tongues of old..
but a true blessing for us to behold..

Till now as the clock ticks,
I still love that rose altogether..
and hopefully its thorns wont prick..
for i wish to hold on to her foreva..

Yet if one day i was to be hurt..
I wish her to struck her sharpest,longest thorn into my chest..
and bathed me with the blood of a blackbird..
And bury me just beside St.Valentine's rest..

But no!i plead for that not to happen..
for i know im fragile and weak and i'll burn..
I'll do anything to have this last forever..
even if i was to gamble my health,argh!!nono never!!..

Only you,my baby knows this more..
For i cant live without you,ah the soul i adore..
So lets us walk hand in hand once again..
pass the ol' pines trees,even if it rains =)

LOL..nothing better to do..blame the exam stress..

Specially written for all those lovebirds out there,happy valentines *winks*..

hurhur..so cheesy...lol..*tautkper*

life is BORING..

2006-02-12T12:25:00.000+08:00

BISHHHH..

it has been long since i have updated this rummy piece of crap..

and it is no wonder why my tagboard has been quiet all the time..haha..

Sorry guys but life has suck most of the energy in me..

erm..correct that..its SCHOOL i mean..

school sux la basically no matter what bullshit teachers say about you being welcome in the school

rite = ="

they are just paid individuals and doing their jobs to help we kiddos get out of school..

omg i sound so unappreciative of their noble work..

**bish myself**

I was caught last friday for my defiant act of not coming to my ruddy cca which is.. badminton..

gone was the passion for it...and i no longer lust to smash the feathery object into my opponent's half of the court..

~sheesh~

so next week i have to start attending..partly because i dont want to be caught once again not attending,and partly again because i have promised sirah that i will start attending and get out of trouble..

do note the last part of that paragraph "get out of trouble"..

no matter how many times i have tried to convince her that i can never be out of trouble..she still insist on me being a good,model student in school...well seriously speaking thats one thing i never be..

trouble and mischievious acts are just part of my daily routine in school..its just one habit that i can NEVER get rid of..hurhurhur..

anyway...

Yesterday was such a prominent day of my life whereby many emotions have been invovled in making yesterday click...

er...i think i dont understand wth im writing up there... = =""

went simming in the morning..pretty fun la..me,wan,kal,and the family man shodikin were playing water polo at jurong swimming complex...lol..really fun la..except the fact that i still cant swim..or shall i say i don dare...

then went meeting the rest of the gang sr,sh,janna,fazlen and maria at far east...but before that the four of us original gang was treated to nasi ayam penyet at lucky plaza by haikal..thanks dude very much..haha..

but something else happen before all of that..

we were at jurong and was waiting for the taxi and GAWD ALL OF THEM WERE HIRED...it took us about one and a half hours to at least grab a taxi..and my conclusion is that no matter what bullshit the media is talking about taxis being easily available in singapore,i still think we are lacking of it..

its eitherwe are lacking of it or some cabbies are just too lazy and ignorant..

ooops..past my lunch..time to grab a bite..

tata

The toilet journeyman..

2006-01-23T11:29:00.000+08:00

[[This entry might be disgusting and utterly gross..to those who are sensitive or whatsoever..do leave immediately..]]

It had been a long long time since i last updated my blog and here i am again!!!..decided to blog once again since i realized how i missed blogging and how unattractive one's blog may be if their posts were seemingly outdated,"expired"..

I have a story to tell to everyone....and its one story that many have exclaimed rubbish and bla bla bla...but its kinda unique to me..and i find it pretty interesting..

To those who might think they noe me well,think not..to those who wants to know me better,...er..well..i doubt there is such ppl..lol. =))

so here it goes..

**THE TOILET JOURNEYMAN**

I am the toilet journeyman...It is a strange nick one should call themselves..but i realized today that it is of so much affliated with myself..you guys might start questioning what has happened today to make me call myself as such...well here is the story..

I woke up around 5.30 in the morning for school..went to bathe and had a light breakfast consisting of a cup of coffee and a few chocolate chips cookies..then i rushed out of the house without even doing my hair "ritual"...

6.15...boarded 65 which was heading for orchard and i fell asleep nearly as soon as i lay myself on the seats...reached lucky plaza around fifteen minutes later..

6.30...boarded the mrt.. was pretty empty when i boarded so i chose my fave seat:the one near the glass panel(typical singaporean)...fell asleep once more..and woke up at braddel just in time when Samantha,one of my classmates,entered the doors of the carriage...my ears were much saved from the all-normal morning commotions by the loud sounds of 50 cent,cradle of filth and much more thru my earphones..

6.45...Alighted from the train..made my way down the platform when suddenly it struck....a sharp pain struck my stomach so hard that it made me winced to its effect...and it didnt stop..it went on and on even after i passed the gateway and it was still hitting me hard...this was a 'norm' for me as i have this certain stomach problem that will always hit in the early morning ESPECIALLY just before i leave for school..

6.50...was in the amk toilet..damn it was smelly..

7.00..out of the toilet and was walking towards the bus stand..boarded 265 and i instantly felt that i will definitely be late..

7.15..reached the sch's nearest busstop..was late for sch..i didnt alighted becoz if i were to walk in the school compound with or without a cheeky smile..i will definitely will be forced to join the late group..which i truly dread coz they will make a spotcheck on everyone's bag(tote,sling,backpack..etc etc etc) to find 'illegal items'...being a notorious student..this illegal stuffs is a must bring for me when going to skool...well you cnt blame me...my journey is like so blardie long laa so without music i maybe forced to stare at sleepy faces in the train or even watch the every moment of an ah pei digging the gold within his two enlarged nostrils...yucks..

7.25..alighted at amk hospital..made my way to a stop nearby where there was bus service 855..which was heading for harborfront interchange...stomach growling~

7.35..boarded the bus and HELL IT WAS BLARDIE FULL..i didnt expect so much crowd in the bus at first so it was kinda shocking..in the end i was forced to stand near the entrance of the bus..so yeah you could imagine how full it was..the crowd didnt 'evaporate' after a few stops though so there i was a few minutes later still standing at the entrance of the bus...we were practically squeezed in like a tin full of sardines..

7.58...blardie my stomach is causing problems once again and that sruck me that i needed a place to relieve myself..fast...but damn all i could see was trees and trees and more trees and landed properties..i really hoped of banging into a gas station or whatsoever cz the pain got really excruciating by then but alas it was not my luck..~holding on~

8.10..finally i spotted a coffeeshop so i alighted the bus in a flash(bedek ah mike..lol)..and made my way briskly to the overhead bridge to cross the busy highway..

this is how the coffeeshop looked like

at first impression i really doubt they have a usable toilet..i do have bad experiences with coffeshops and usually it turn out that their toilet are either faulty or water-logged..but luckily..

it turn out to be fine..er not that fine but at least usuable..and empty..lol..i realized that i forgotten to give the uncle the 10 cent entrance fee..so after relieving myself i paid him he 10 cent upon which he acknowledges with a hearty smile..lol..i tot of taking picture of him but then i rather it would be unwise...ok nvm crap..

so i left the coffeeshop to board yet another855 and even manage to take note of the place(empress place)...i will come down again someday..maybe to savour the delicalies at the coffeeshop..or even to visit the toilet which save my life..

as you can see life as a toilet journeyman is definitely hard...every toilet you go to is special..none is similar in an one way or another..it might be the smell,the look,the design..or even might be for its memorable service it had provided..to me..empress place will always be remembered..till now i keep the pic of toilet save in the very memory of my razr and hopefully i will live on to tell the tale to my sons and daughters...

the toilet journeyman~No one toilet is ever the same,you might never know what is in store for you at every toilet..

so i would like to end this by asking you readers out there..

ARE YOU A TOILET JOURNEYMAN TOO??

The aftermath of soccer trial..

2006-01-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

DAMN!!

soccer trial was held in one of the most excruciating condition i had ever been in before..REALLY heavy rain and strong cold winds..As expected in such conditions,the trial was poorly supervised due to the waterlogged pitch and other hindering factors..and because of that poor supervision..i think i might just have lost the chance of joining the club as the coach had missed out not one but both my goals for my team which eventually lost 3-2 overall..damn it laa...i came so far expecting to at least be shortlisted before the second round..in te end none of it came true as i have to face the prospect of coming for another trial at the same place next week..

like i said..the condition was really tough....you guys shuld have been there...

hmm....anyway..

after the trial..we went to Hafiz's sis hse to hang around while waiting for the rain to subside..expecting a boring time however...i was proved wrong in every sense..

we were like nightmare guests in anyone's hse..drenched clothes,soiled feet,smelly attire and etc...but then we had one of the best time ever there...and im not joking..

oh btw...the ppl who went for the trial were Haikal(Kal,Bangla),Herwan(Juan,Budak mentel),Hafiz(Fizzo),Feeraz(yaz,homie...lol)..and myself..

soo we were got nthg to do then blah blah blah then suddenly we played this:

yes...your eyes arent playing tricks on you...we played monopoly..a strange game to be played by three tired teenagers who just went hell for soccer trial..

but then this game of monopoly isnt only a game..it was much more than that..

this is hafiz...from his facial expression you can see that he is clearly delighted of his position and no doubt he shuld be feeling as so....he was the undoubted winner of the game with an empire of impressive properties which produces loads of money for him every round...from what i see..he has the potential of becoming donald trump...however..he will be donald plump due to..er...you guess what...but he was part of the russian mob of the game...a group which illegally steals money from the bank without the knowledge of their opposition..now we shall take a look at another russian mob..

..Haikal..he clearly look delighted in this picture and he of coz like his russian compatriot hafiz,has every reason to etch that cheeky smile of his..he was the second big winner of the game..and was quietly building an empire of his own while the others are more concentrated in winning Hafiz..but i dislike him most as he was the biggest mob that ever existed...stealing loads of money from the bank...he,in comparison with his compatriot,is the more silent one..making smart disguised moves thruout the game...aite enough said...

...Feeraz..he seems much in thought in the picture...and i cant see no reason why he shuldnt be...If Harry Potter is nicknamed "The Boy Who Lived"..Feeraz would definitely worth nicknamed the same as he survived every bankrupt attempt on him...he did however create a small empire of his own,notably the hotels in Serangoon Road and Geylang(we are playing the singapore version fyi.)...even though small properties they may seem to be..but it kept him alive thruout the game...Maybe it was his strategy in the start as this places are well known for..erm.. a "certain" kind of attraction...hehehe..he was spot on though...

...Herwan...the guy who got bankrupt..and the one to be blamed for the rise of Hafiz's empire....if it wasnt for his "stupid" move to sell his Nassim Road property..Hafiz wouldnt have the chance to build his empire...as you can see in this pic..he has much to tinker about as he was fast running out of cash and was facing the inevitable fact of being a bankrupt which in the end became true...

and lastly...myself...i was lucky to escape near-bankrupt experiences...but thank god i never was...

this was among the last move of the game before we went to splurge ourselves in food...

hohoho...guess whose here...cheeky feeraz having the early hand in all those foodstuffs...boy was he quick to be first on those chickens!!...do take a look at his left hand...it look as if he was going to hug all the food to himself..probably deep down,his heart was crying out "THIS IS MINE...MINE!!!"...too bad feeraz...those monopoly money arent real thus incapable of buying you all the food my man...hee hee hee..

anyway im catching a fever due to the heavy rain...and i might not be blogging for while...

so i shall end this in an edwin-like way....

mMmMUUuuuaAACCCkkkKKxxx!!...lol..

yo nigga!!

2006-01-03T16:51:00.000+08:00

I always dreamt about being a nigga..well you know..those rappers are just so cool..

with their bling-blings and diamond grillz on their teeth..its easy to get envious of them..

thats why i always dreamt of being one of them..

cool isnt it??

and damn how i like their slang.."wassup homie","you ain't no g","mothefuckin westside,this is my my shit nigga,still balling and ridin","wassup playa,you ain't no pimp"...ahh and things liddat..

so dont be surprise if you spot me walking round orchard in baggy pants wearing dolce and gabbana t shirt and cap,with a dollar sign bling-bling hanging down my neck....

if you do spot me....ask me to smile for you and i will reveal to you 30 diamond grillz on my upper jaw and 30 gold grillz on my lower jaw..you will immediately get atracted...and then we will make out under the moonlight on the bridge where the river flows beneath..

and then......

ahahahahhahah..lol...im getting insane...

yo yo yo~

2006

2006-01-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE..

MAY YOU HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD OF YOU..FILLED WITH EXCITEMENT APLENTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok enough...freak la new year..i love my 2005..why does it have to go away??now comes 2006 i dunno what hell is in store for me..

school reopening soon..im the least prepared of the lot..havent even altered my uniform..ahh damnit im not ready for skool..

hi to 2006...do be merciful...

tsk..

2005-12-31T20:14:00.000+08:00

Before you start reading pls take note that this entry has some disturbing pictures in it...if you wish to discontinue pls do so...this pictures MAY contain nudity or acts of gayism..it is advisable for those who are prone to shocks or heart problems to turn away from this page..

continued>>>

If you happened to have visited Juan's blog..you would notice that he mentioned something about opening an amatuer magazine company...not that i dont like the idea..but the problem is..we are not even amatuer...we're much worse off..

take a look at this..

we were much discussing whether this picture was the best we ever took...but i totally disagree mainly because..

1.Like what edwin said..herwan look like a chiku..hahahahah..

2.We were much in a tight budget..that is why we chose the toilet at jurong swimming complex as our background instead of some fancy beach scenes to suit our erm...half nude torsos.

3.We planned to appear in the pic as three hunks...in the end we turned into three stooges instead...

oh and er..its herwan(www.dontdoablogspot.blogspot.com) on the left,myself and haikal(www.suek-at-work.blogspot.com)

~

to me...this is an art masterpiece...you might be wondering why haikal(centre) is posing in such a way...well..personally i do not know...but it is his wish to do a pole dancer job(those interested..pls approach him)..that is why you can see him in such an erotic pose..he might even be eligible to sign up to become madonna's body double...hmmm...

~

there are of coz many other pics which im just too lazy to upload..but of all i think the winner would be shodikin's...he posed so well i guess the singapore body building team has missed out alot from out f*s***ll guy...haha

thats all for today...pls tagged in ur comments becoz we are seriously interested in publishing a magazine...we have already made the necessary arrangements and we of coz in need of the public's demand before publishing starts...

if all goes to plan..do visit all local bookstores for a copy of Amatuers In Action which will be given out free tomorrow morning..

editors~

Herwan the chiku...

Haikal the bangla..

Shodikin the f**hball guy..

mike the man of coz...lol...jking..

so it saddens me to end this entry because im sure this will be my last entry for year 2005...

2005 has been really great...i gotta to knw most of my frens this year..

it is also marked by a special incident that happened recently..dont ask me i wont tell..haha 28-12-05..

it is also the first time that i ever admitted publicily that i am in love with madonna...= ="

whatever it is...it had been a great year..and i have many to thank for this to ever happened..

thank you guys for everything...the year would be dull without you guys definitely..

ler..i sound as if i am receiving some emmy award...= ="

2005...outz~

new year

2005-12-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

oooh new year coming eh??yupp yupp..

its the startng of another damned school term..man how i miss school...NOT..

damn..why cant i graduate this year.....*wonders

anyway..

2005 is my best year yet...met a lot of peeps this year whom a few had bcom my best homies...also met that special someone *winkswinks...haha..shh!!..im sworn to secrecy..haha..

ok i shall digress...

im still in my homophobic campaign...im against acts of gayism in any form..be it holding hands or heavy petting..gawd knows what else...it shuld be banned...its morally not rite...there is plenty of girls out there...why be a gay??

sheesh...

reasons to be gay:

1.You are attracted physically to some individual of the same sex due to their good looks or well-developed bodies(ask herwan if you need assistance...www.dontdoablogspot.com)

2.You are mentally ill...meaning that you can't resolve the differences between a man and a woman making you prone to indulge yourself to acts of gayism..

3.You had a bad childhood...your parents prevented much exposure to the opposite sex..restricting u to single-sex school upon where you developed the idea that there is only one sex in the world..

4.You watch too much spongebob..AHA!!...this is a common excuse for gays to give upon questioning..they had been making spongebob and his sickly sidekick as their idols therefore adapting to a new kind of social trend...that is..gayism..

5.Your father was gay....of all the excuses mentioned..this is..to me..is the most valid...becoz fathers have loads of influences on a child..

these abovementioned excuses given by gays when questioned of their acts are very much true as this is based on a true story(for additional guidance..ask herwan)..though i might be hated bcoz im homophobic..i still cant resist the temptation to discuss about this taboo topic..

my conclusion is that dont be a gay unless you're a fag...ok that doesnt make sense = ="

but i do have frens that are gays...

ok i shall end here...

(to my homie herwan..do forgive me for those scathing attacks on you..)..lol

Swimming..

2005-12-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

Im sure you guys might somehow hypothesize that I can't swim...well i couldnt agree more..all i could do is blame my strict upbringing that somewhat restrict me from "baring" myself in public as what my "real" father might have phrase it...

anyway..

went swimming the other day..do visit Haikal's blog(www.suek-at-work.blogspot.com) to view some of the pictures we took...

anyway= ="...

why swimming??..

i have a few reasons why so:

1.We were just too bored..

2.Felt the urge to check out those bikini babes(hehehehe)...

3.Want to have a good excuse to be half naked in public(lol!!!)...

after much consideration...reason 2 and 3 seems the likely...sadly there wasn't any bikini babes around...nor was there much ppl for us to flaunt our great bodies(hahahaha...lame mike lame...lol)...but we did have much fun...

seriously i tried my best to swim..the deepest i could go was 1.5m...lower than that i dare not...

ok..now you can laugh................................................................

luckily the effect of "stickwitu" was wearing off..if not i guess i would have been long dead,drowned...lol...

stickwitu...rite.

2005-12-21T19:43:00.000+08:00

"I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind..."

I'm very sure you are wondering why the hell do i start off this post with an excerpt from Stickwitu(Pussycat Dolls) lyrics...well here is the whole story:

Yesterday i was awoken early in the morning by the loud sound of my sister's alarm...you might be thinking that my sis's alarm are those monotonous beeps or those ringing bells that you expect from any common alarm....well its not...instead it aires the song that is played by a particular radio station at that particular time..in my sis's case,its perfect ten(i think..)...soooo...the alarm at that time was blasting Stickwitu by Pussycat Dolls thru its miniscule speakers and instantaneously waking me up...

It might not sound as a problem to you but it is certainly a BIG one for me...F.Y.I..I have the tendency to repeat any songs in my head thruout the day and IT HAPPENED TO BE the songs that is played in the morning by my sis's alarm...

so it was stickwitu yesterday...and the effect never did went off..

It rang in my head thruout the day even during my soccer match i was like hearing "Nobody ever made me feel this way...I'm going to stick with you" ALL THE TIME...luckily..i managed to keep my cool and steered my team to win 5-3 with me scoring three goals...

anyway..back to the song..

It went on again and again in my head..You might now jump to a conclusion that i love the song to bits and pieces thats why it keep repeating itself in my head...well...I DONT...personally i dont hate song..i find it a nice song but i just dont love it to bits and pieces..

whatever...

so it was ;

"Nobody's going to love me better...I'm going to stick with you forever.." during lunch..

"You know how to appreciate me...I'm going to stick with you my baby.."in the bus..

"We'll be making love endlessly...I'm with you...Baby, you're with me..." in the toilet..

"Nobody's going to take me higher...I'm going to stick with you..." during dinner..

"I know you and you know me..And that's all that counts.." around sleeping time...

it really irritates me..no matter how hard i tried to forget the song i didnt manage to do it succesfully...it will always "reappear" after every moment...

told a friend of mine about it...He says that i might have to face the fact that i am really in love with the song just like when i was so into Madonna's Hung Up....but that is certainly untrue....or is it?

hmmm....

"Nobody ever made me feel this way...I'm going to stick with you...."....

garene's party

2005-12-19T08:54:00.000+08:00

First thing first..I GOT MY RAZR!!haha..remember my last entry about me being a lil jealous to my mom..well not anymore..i somewhat "stealed" the phone from her...and now its MINE!!..WAHAHAHA...ok..enough..

yesterday's bbq was a success and a failure at the same time..food was great though thanks to Garene and family..I felt so bad hardly did anything to help out..like Jill said I just sat and look "pretty"...wth!..

but then late at night a couple of events took place and mind you they were not great events to be proud of...i should not elaborate further because it might affect the reputation of some ppl...so yeah..case close..

I left the place around eleven shared a taxi with stephy..drop her off at her hse then took all the way from Amk to Harbourfront..which surprisingly only consumed ten minutes of my time..

Summary~ fun day with lots of happenings..some got drunk..some cried..some sob..some laugh..and i myself had a jolly good time.. the main event for me is the pool game between me and nigel...which he won not surprisingly...haha...and then came to otak-otak which i ate nearly twenty of those...

my record was fifty in one night..thats was during the fasting month i think i got so hungry and ate all of my family's share of otak-otak...lol..

otak also means brains..wonder why after eating so much "brain"..Im still so stupid as ever..sheesh~

oh ya..earlier that day i got a surprising comment from my mom..she called me a gorrilla..she said i have grown darker and with a little more hair..i might just be mistaken as a baby gorrilla..

....

and that came from my mom...

BABY GORRILLA???WTH!!

...aiya i didn't said anything but just smiled to her because I have won a hard fought battle with her and arguing with her more is just a pure waste of my time..but she's nice la..which sane person would sell a 500+ handphone for fifty bucks??well my mom would...lol..

HelloMoto...wakakakaka..lol..

im so mean'

bah humbug...

2005-12-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

I am really sick of it..

surely you guys be wondering what im sick of...

ok here's the story..

stuck at home yet again and still got nothing to do save for the entertainment from watching television and staring blankly into my computer screen i laid myself on my bed with the laptop just below my feet and thus relinquishing the fact of falling asleep yet again..

i couldnt be blame..the night before i was much stuck in yet another stupid conference which led me into sleeping in the middle of it....i was the holder mind you...

anyway..back to me lying on my bed..ahem~

i heard the "TING!!" sound from my msn indicating i had a new mail..thus i went to check out the mail..i was expecting something from friendster or my weekly chelsea newsletter instead what i got was from http://www.acrushonyou.com

at first thought it was like those junk emails that you certainly DON'T NEED...but then it caught my eye..the title was "Someone has a crush on YOU"....well who wouldnt be interested *winks(anyone???)...lol..so i decided to click on the link and when to check it out..

this is what came out..

so being the normal fool i went to sign up...after signing up there came out a screen instructing me to guess who was the sender of the "crush"msg..and there i was spending the next ten minutes entering email after email yet still unable to find out my so called "mystery lover"...

luckily my friend x(identity secrecy..shhh!!) had received the same email..so i decided to test whether this crush thing really works...so i send x a crush upon which x guesses my email....it works...x received a congragulations msg for guessing the rite person...

conclusion~

i find this totally lame..why cant people just go on and admit it without going to such lame measures to inform their crush that they have a crush on their crush(wait...does that makes sense??)...pls la haiyo..if you like someone just admit it..dont resort to this kind of thing..

anyway~

i have found myself a good way to prank ppl..

so if you guys ever open your inboxes and find a similar msg..dont be surprise its from me...

hehehehe =p...

omg im so lame..= ="

k before i end...

i just wanna say that IM NOT GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k thats better...

friendster..is it getting on you??

2005-12-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

After so many days being confined to the limitations of the four walls in my room i have concluded that my life is a bore..

i might even consider that as an understatement..

i will spend most of my nights..hogging the phone having conference with boring ppl like me..till 5++ in da morning...

note the word hogging and phone..

guys usually dont hog the phone..girls do so im really much in doubt whether im living up to the characteristics of a "typical" male being...

besides..that is not the only gay thing i've done..

as you can see..the only few things i do online are chat,friendster,blogging and yes..being one of those law-breakers by downloading song,etc...

note friendster...

friendster...even though there are many male users around..guys are not exactly obsessed with frenster...my definition of obsessed here is constantly writing testimonial or frequently logging in to a respective account just to check out new updates....girls usually do this..and they do care much how their friendster account appeal to the mass...complete with extra decorations and even comes with a song/music video of their choice..."typical" guys dont do that...they are usually contented with a simple layout and hardly even bothers to elaborate in their "about me" sections...

but i do...

somehow..after carefully reconsidering these points...i do realize that im a guy..and this certainly am not helping the fact to prove that im a guy...

i never mention the fact that im a guy is a questionable thing..

BUT...

its upon my careful observation that i am abnormal...to many are concern..

as you can see...i lead a boring life...its so mundane that you cant even imagine how boring it can get...so its natural for me to indulge myself in this kind of....er....indulgence...

and IM NOT GAY...

unlike some ppl who are starting rumours that i am...

i do have gay frens however..one of which is particular interested in guys who have beautiful hairstyle and another upon which love to pull my pants when i play soccer half naked...

wth...

anyway..just get this..im not gay..never was...

or am i??

haha joking lah..im not..so cheers = )

the unite of the kiasus

2005-12-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

I went out just now though..my sis msged me around five and asked me to come down to harborfront centre...As you see..all the starbucks outlet in singapore will be giving away free drinks from five to seven ONLY today...so since I am much craving for a cup of a frappucino or whatsoever i decided to lift my lazy ass and get dress up to go there...

took a bus then within five mins i was there..

then there was the queue..

gosh..it was bloody long..since we all know we singaporeans are kiasu peeps..its not much a surprise that such free-giveaways will be an interest to the mass...but here's the catch..in the queue you can find ppl who wont even remember the name of the shop after having the drink...

thats rite..there is plenty of ah peh'snd ah ma's...

I doubt they even noe the Starbucks before this promotion...

its free so what..they give i take lor....<<

anyway its no use me complaining about the act of kiasu singaporeans because I too got involved in the queue...surprisingly..it took only a few minutes before it was my turn to purchase..

then came the problem..

I'm myopic you see..so i had trouble seeing the menu list...

The lady at the counter suddenly made an eye contact with me..so i just blurted out the first thing i saw on the menu list..Ice Caramel Marchiatto...

luckily it turned out to be a good choice.otherwise i swear i would join the queue again to help myself for a second serving...

rite.

Met my sis then..we then went to New York's Pizzas whih was just a level above..bought two regular pizzas then went to Watson where my sis planned to buy some toiletries..

being a vain guy..i went to the hair section..something caught my eye..

It was a new type of wax newly released by Gatsby...It is colour-coated...meaning that the user doesnt only style his hair but colour it in a prefered way as well..

I didnt waited long to react..Luckily my sis permitted me to purchase it...

upon reaching home..I,like a small kid tearing up his/her christmas present on christmas morning,tore the box open gingerly...

It was just one small tub..I doubt it can last me long...

but i tried it anyway..and it works pretty well..

then everyone started trying it..

firstly it was my brother...he had always wanted to colour his hair but hardly have the time for it..thus this might be the closest thing to dyeing...

then it was my sister...i dont know why the hell she was trying it but i was pretty much open in letting everyone try it..

I cant wait to show Herwan...haha..

anyway... tmr i think most probably i be going for job interview..Am applying for a post in some Admin thingy..

I doubt i get the job anyway..but its worth trying...

but if i DO get the job somehow...I wont certainly be punctual for every session..

thats how lazy i am..

tsk.

if i cant do it

2005-12-08T10:49:00.000+08:00

fuck it..just fuck it..

whats the feeling when you waited for someone/something for sooooo long then suddenly they are easily taken by another person at first attempt????

a total fucking nightmare..

it havent been confirm but im letting go soon..i cant be cheated and played for too long..i am not that idiot which you think i am...

really fuck it..

anyway here i am on thurs morning doing absolutely nothing except listening to 50 cent's if i cant do it while updating here...and the chorus doesnt make my situation any better..

If I can't do it, homie, it can't be done
Now I'ma let the champagne bottle pop
I'ma take it to the top
Fo sho I'ma make it hot, baby

rite..obviously i cant do it..and that guy just happily grab it away..

damn it..

anyway..i think im so over the Madonna fever..haha..

now im much attached to slipknot's vermillion and some 50 cent's newest hits..

so all those hopes of being madonna's grandson are all in vain..

there isnt any chance anyway..

sheesh~

madonna..again

2005-12-06T13:57:00.000+08:00

here i am..stuck at home for dunno how many times liao..

very very boring..i was actually thinking of joining jill,yuanhan and gang to ice skating..but i kinda broke so i decided against it..lol..

be having soccer later on..meeting herwan and gang at amk mrt around five plus..

but for now im totally clueless on what to do to fill time..thought of doing my holiday homework..but everytime i try..laziness took the better of me and thus sending all those assignments back to where they were originally..

anyway..heck that..guess what im doing now..

im actually blogging whilst listening to Madonna's Like A Virgin....a very girly song..i dunno why the hell am i listening to it...

i found this song the other day when i was rummeging some stuff in my sis room..it happened to be in Madonna's album Immaculate Collection and since i have caught the Hung Up fever i decided to give it a shot..

I made it through the wilderness
Somehow I made it through
Didn’t know how lost I was
Until I found you
I was beat incomplete
I’d been had, I was sad and blue
But you made me feel
Yeah, you made me feel
Shiny and new

Chorus:
Like a virgin
Touched for the very first time
Like a virgin
When your heart beats (after first time, with your heartbeat)
Next to mine
Gonna give you all my love, boy
My fear is fading fast
Been saving it all for you’cause only love can last
You’re so fine and you’re mine
Make me strong, yeah you make me bold
Oh your love thawed out
Yeah, your love thawed out
What was scared and cold
(chorus)
Oooh, oooh, oooh
You’re so fine and you’re mine
I’ll be yours ’till the end of time’cause you made me feel
Yeah, you made me feel
I’ve nothing to hide
(chorus)Like a virgin, ooh, ooh
Like a virgin
Feels so good inside
When you hold me, and your heart beats, and you love me
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Ooh, baby
Can’t you hear my heart beat
For the very first time?

from the lyrics im sure you guys can figure out somehow that is a very very girly song..i dunno whats happening to me nowadays..and im wondering why am i so excited about madonna..

siao.

anyway..since msn have the plug-in that allows ur contacts to view the songs you are currently listening,im sure some ppl might think im gay..

im a guy..listening to Madonna's hits..

maybe im exaggerating too much..but for a guy who always listen to songs by slipknot,etc...listening to Madonna is definitely a drastic change..

hey..maybe by being a true follower of madonna i might at last become her godson...

haha..my godmama...lol.shes 47,mind you..

finally..all those beauty secrets might just be mine..

heeheeehee..lol..

my mom..she's modern.

2005-12-05T10:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday was such a nerve-wrecking day..

i discovered that finally the phone shop has managed to repair my phone and its due to be collected today...well..thats really good news for me as i am struggling to cope with life without the presense of this modern necessity..

but that wasn't the shocking thing..

my mom actually bought a Motorola Razr V3 the one that is equipped with bluetooth and mp3 plus so much more..

if any of you guys cant recognise the name of the phone..here is the pic:

here's the catch..she doesnt noe how to use ANY of the function..she only use a hp for contacting either me or my sis..that makes her use of the hp a much rare sight...plus she only know how to switch the phone on and off and calling of coz..

BUT WHY A RAZR!?!?!

well this is what i get when asking her..

mike:Hey!!you bought that phone???you don't even know how to use it..might as well you give me *chuckles..

mom:are you JEALOUS??well i think you are...told ya to find a job...so this is a lesson...go work and you can get things like this..

mike:BUT MOM...YOU DON'T EVEN NOE HOW TO USE IT..YOU'RE GOING ON SIXTY AND YOU OWN A PHONE THAT MANY PPL OF MY AGE ARE CRAVING FOR..

mom:know or not its still my phone..i can learn how to use it...

mike:but you ONLY know how to call!!

mom:talk summore and I'll swear you wish you were never born...

ok..that was actually exaggerated...my mom hardly knows how to speak english btw...i wonder how she copes with the function of the phone..

now i'm left rueing the fact that my mom who is reaching sixty has a much more advanced phone than i have...this may be a little childish of me but really...it does make me green..

i was just thinking of buying a new phone..but my wallet's empty and i hardly have the money to buy even a meal for myself..

this is the bad thing of being the so called poorest in a so called rich family..

wth..

im sure while you reading this...i am still finding it hard to swallow the fact that my mom bought a Razr..a phone which i much love to have it for my own..

I guess i will never swallow the fact afterall...

sigh...

so peeps out there don't be surprised..your parents might look old but they do have a taste for modern gadget..

who know's my mom might even buy a pda...

you might never know this though as our country is much influence with the prospect of modern technology..

even some bangladesh worker who hardly speaks english...owns some impressive clamshell phones..

and I...well..owns a phone that might look ancient in comparison to theirs..

what to do...poor or rich...old or young we do have some impressive taste for gadgets and stuff..

well as for my mom...the lady for taps her ez-link in a way i totally despise...

she's modern.

madonna..she is damn ...young

2005-11-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

Nowadays i totally got nothing to do at home...i spend much time watching television and logging into my msn to chat with lame ppl...

I've been noticing for a while that the television had been showing the video of Madonna's latest album,Confessions on a dance floor..

does it strike you guys that she is...

1.47 yr old

2.Married.

3.i think she has children.not too sure..haha..

I have to emphasize that she is 47...i didnt noe this for a fact until my sis told me yesterday...

If you do chance upon the video you will noticed that she looks young..very young..in fact her skin looks firm...lemme not get into details though...haha...

god...47???

haha..that is as old as some aunties you usually spot at market below..and NONE of them look close like Madonna...in fact..some of them are even younger than madonna..lol..

but Madonna???

look at her video and you'll know why...do keep in mind that she is 47...and look again at how she girates her hip during the dance routine..

plastic surgery does do wonders..

maybe i should one day try...i always have this dream about looking muscular and strong probably the docs there can put some silicon-thingy to give me a more enhanced look...lol..

crap.

anyway..just f.y.i..i got stuck with the madonna's latest chart hit,Hung up...

i even put it as my msg tone...

I want to be her god-son...

I wanna know her secret's of looking young...

but for now..back to Hung up...

.....Every little thing that you say or do..I'm hung up...I'm hung up on you...

anyway here is the link for her video..

http://videocodezone.com/videos/m/madonna/hung_up.html

you'll be in for a surprise...

advertisement slogans.

2005-11-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

Rite...as we all know that are many advertisement slogans out there..something like the phrase that Samsung has implemented in its advertisements nowadays(With Samsung,its not that hard to imagine)...while some makes sense...others...sad to say..are rubbish...

"Impossible is nothing"(Adidas)...im sure you guys are familiar with this catch phrase...actually it doesnt makes any sense..if nothing is impossible...why should there be such a word?...lets put it in a scenario..i wanna jump down from my house..but i wanna live still..im staying at the fifth level..im sure this is impossible rite(unless you put some netting or something or if you are superman's long lost brother..)...so why such a slogan???or do they mean if i wear anything from adidas impossible would be nothing?...ok..what if on that fateful they i equip myself with a pair of adidas sports shoe...will i survive the fall??i doubt so..

There are some things money can't buy. For everything else, there's MasterCard."(Mastercard)...strong statement they have here..in fact its partly true..you cay buy particular anything in a shopping mall with just a flash of the card(you can do without it though)...but..it is not everything that i can buy that mastercard is eligible for use...for example...i wanna buy three durians from that ah-peh below at the market..but i ran out of cash...suddenly i remembered this particular Mastercard slogan...so off i went trotting to the market looking like a fool..

Mike- Ah peh ah!..gimme three durian..nice nice one ah!

Ah peh-can CAN !

the Ah peh then took a red plastic bag and filled it with those prickly things..then came the payment....

Mike- Ah peh ah!..I dont have cash ler...You accept Mastercard?Can la ah peh..Chin chai lah..you my fren ba..

Ah peh- Ninabei...you make joke ah?

Mike-no la ah peh..im not laughing..

Ah peh- YOU SIOW AH!!NABEI DONT PLAY PLAY AH..I CALL MY GANG BEAT YOU UP!!

so there i was getting cursed at for being a smartass to believe what they say in those adverts..worse..i might be hit by the durians..kids..dont try this at home..

anyway..my point here is to emphasize the fact that the mastercard advert slogan is a total bluff..not everything that can be bought you can buy with a mastercard..like durians..you cant..

"Drink redbull,it gives you wings!"(Redbull)...ok this is a total crap..pls..stop this advertisement..coz in my opinion small innocent children might get influenced by this advert...

for an example..

young joe,age 5..saw this advertisement in the television...he got excited with the fact that redbull could actually give him a pair of wings..so there he went begging his mom to buy him just a can of redbull..his mom didnt noe his reason though..so she,being a good mom,buy her son a can of redbull...joe brought it home and thus consume it in one large gulp...he suddenly felt a rush of adrenaline inside him..within an instant..joe,age 5,jump out of his windows and began flapping his...hands...he died in an instant...Joe,age 5,died due to a significant media influence...may he rest in peace..

sobs...anyway...that advert is total crap..im sure you dont want small children to be influence by such crap..so why such crap should be shown on public television..it should be banned as it can endanger dear lives...

lastly...(sorry i dont have much time to list all..but if you are interested in such slogans..do visit this link..
http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Advertising_slogans#Electronics)

"Nobody does chicken like KFC"(KFC)...this is another crap...how can actually a man...in this case a fast food company to actually make chickens?chickens are living things and as we all noe living things are a creation of God(i dunno bout your believes..but i do)...so how can they actually make chicken..some might blame that the phrase is actually correct,meaning-wise...but im sure a 5 yr old boy like our late Joe cant see the real meaning and just might mistaken it differently...
so no matter how much i love KFC i am totally against this slogan coz it might make little kids see that KFC actually makes chickens...

Kid- Mom!Is it true KFC actually makes chickens??

Mom- thats balderdash!!

Kid- but Mom!!it said so on tv..they say nobody makes chickens better than KFC...that means..KFC actually makes chickens...that so cool Mom!!can we make our own chicken..i wonder what ingredients we need...maybe we need a feather...or an egg..or an.....

Mom-SHUTUPPPPPP!!!you blabering nonsense...no more tv for you!!!...

*kid starts crying..

they werent who they are

2005-11-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

well..I browsed the net the other day and found some pretty interesting pictures of celebrities without make up...

i onced read an entry by either jiahong(www.donotvisitmyblogspot.blogspot.com) or edwin (www.whatisblogspot.blogspot.com) about if people were given proper treatment and a little more attention to their looks,they too can look stunning..and somehow i totally agree with that statement..as you can see..everyone is good looking out there...its just a matter of whether you want to really shw the world your true beauty..and not let it rot in a storage box somewhere..

but im not talking about plastic surgery...coz that sucks..

take a look at these pictures...

the left row is the celebrities without their make up and the right row is the same celebrities all done up...

can you see the vast differences?

for example...take a look at the first pic...its pamela anderson..im sure you know her..she is that curvacious actress in Baywatch...if you showed me the picture on the left and tell me THAT is pamela anderson...i would say you're wiring got some problem up there coz' she looks more like a stressful mom who is financially tight to support her childrens...worse a star who is famous for her surgically enhanced boobs...

ok im sure you can spot the differences in the other pictures...no need me to waste my energy to type everythin'

ok..you might just be wondering what is my motive exactly to bother to do note all these things...

my motive is that to make you peeps out there realize that you dont have to have the mindset that all these celebrities are blessed with good looks...in fact..hardly any of them has...its just that all those cosmetics that make them look beautiful..

so pls do not lament on the fact that you might not be blessed with good looks thus jumping to conclusions that God has made you ugly..

in fact..beauty is not skin deep..

thats what i think...

anyway look at this...

both is angelina jolie...and i certainly cant believe it..take a look at the left pic..it doesnt have even the smallest hint that that same women is a famous pouty seductress...

even that trademark pout was nowhere to be seen in the left pic..

ok enough of celebrities..

i think im off to buy some cosmetics..you know..all those Sk2,MAC,Shiseido and many many more..I will make sure i will buy the full set including all those toners and dunno what other things you girls always use..

i will make sure i will look like beckham...ermz..maybe a little like tom cruise...or even like johnny depp...

nah...maybe like cedric diggory(winks*sakinah..this directed to you...haha)

OR even brad pitt...yeah...his famous for his looks..in fact that pouty woman up there is his girl...maybe after looking good i can hunt down for my own pouty girl...

nah..i dont think it will be brad pitt..

more like BRAT pitt..

dream on mike..

we were a crazy lot

2005-11-25T02:31:00.000+08:00

anyway..got little time for this..

jalan rayer just now rocks..lol..notmany houses though and the collection is little..

BUT...

we have so much laughter...all those bashing up in public lifts and all that..not mentioning silly photos we took

they were really really silly...

dont worry..i will be posting most of them here if you guys dont mind..lol..

Junior Outlawz Rayer Outing 24112005

ok what the hell

2005-11-24T09:55:00.000+08:00

ok...since i want to give up doing all this crap..lol..i decided to write what i think of myself when i was a small kid...and mind you its not flattering..

...continuation..

Mike(p1-p6)

15.Actually played marbles in the field during recess.

16.No one noes that even boys play hopscotch at Blangah Rise..me and my friend Batman were the kings(his name is Batman Bin Suparman) and im not joking

17.I was always the blacksheep of the class..I'm damn talkative you see..never sat still..so every class i got punished..I still remembered my malay teacher love to smash the textbook on my head..and i love to shout at her...so i got punished everytime..sat in front of the class..one more word and her shoe will be flying at my face..im not joking..

18.Made a singing group..they cant sing i cant sing so it was a total joke.

19.And i remembered I brought 100++ to school...you see..its actually my rayer collection..kinda brought it to show off..one of my frens tipped off the teacher...so there i was,dragged to the general office,with the teacher calling my mom......god was i such a loser...

20.My wallet was ultraman,with lots of keychains...i mean loads of 'em...till one day one of my relatives commented that i carry more things in a keychain than a security guard....maybe that is my ambition too...apart from percussionist..

security guard eh???i think i give it a try...

but with my slengehness,the place wont be guarded..

hmmm....Security guard....

hahahah

2005-11-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

ok..that entry was very very very very lame...sorry that i posted it..

Birds

2005-11-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

The advertisement which is owned by Visa had caught my attention much..

It is about an indian girl who wishes to acquire few birds for her departing(not dying) brother as a sign of good luck for him...she was much in a rush to buy it..running thru the indian market,banging practically anything..

there in another screen shows Richard Gere having a conversation with an Indian guy..the guy seems to be explaining to Gere about the custom of buying birds and later on releasing them for a sign of good luck..

"If you free the birds,you have luck"

"More birds,more luck"

then suddenly the girl banged into Gere...

"Hey,you ok?"

but the girl continue running on till she finally stop at a peddler's stand and said,

"My brother is on a journey today,I want to bring him good fortune"

"Five birds please"

"But there is only enough for one bird",exclaimed the peddler.

"Err.....o-k"said the girl in a reluctant tone.

so there she got her bird and went walking back to her home where Richard Gere whom had witnessed the girl buying the bird,went to the peddler's stand and flashes his black Visa card.

The peddler's glances to other so-called "bird owners" and give Gere a confirmation nod.

The scene suddenly riveted back concertrating on the girl walking joyfully to her home where her brother is seen packing his things.

where suddenly thousands of birds were released into the air..

she glances to Gere but he and the other peddlers just gave a pretending "noo..it wasnt me" look.

The End~

so the moral of this advertisement is....

More birds,more luck.

lifeeee

2005-11-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

life is killing and it is killing still
we are never spared from its killing axe
yet we hide ourself behind our noses
masqueraded by our greed and gluttony
yet we appear unselfish and nice
we give excuses for stress
yet we do know that it is the basis of a boredom
have you ever thought why we were chosen?
for God himself provide no answers
yet God educate us much to find it ourselves
is it profitable to be an atheist still?
yet you know apocalypse is inevitable
but you smile everyday
yet that happiness is shortlived,never forever
like what my fren Fitri said,
none of us virgin,life has screwed us all
is there any reason left to limp on?
I wonder whether the sun we see is true
and that we are not living in a kaleidoscope

life never provide answers
it questions us.

do not look upon live as it can overlook you
yet do keep in mind we are not here forever.

so i will sit down then,
stare at the birds and bees.
waiting for the hurricanes to sweep me off

anyway...

2005-11-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

i need u guys opinion..shuld i take away the music video and put a better one..or should i just part with the idea and have a music-less blog...

ok i was wrong...

2005-11-23T19:25:00.000+08:00

Ok i was wrong....i just discovered that Bata isnt that bad after all

check out this website and you'll know why..

http://www.bata.com/

they are an international brand with many franchises around the globe..they are recognised in any country and they even have websites for each continent..

tsk.

so....continue buy Bata..its not as bad as i tot...they are an international brand...

go Bata go!!!

lol..im lame and demented..i need mental help thru counselling sessions and mental healthcare..

i should be placed in a room chained to the walls,fed only twice a day with only bread and water..

i should stop perverting the minds of innocent kids with propaganda posts in my blogs..i should be banned from blogging..

beware..im dangerous..and im coming in ur way..

but first..

support Bata.

= ="

2005-11-23T10:43:00.000+08:00

funny meh..call me bata boy.lol.. = ="

anyway..i was inspired by someone to tell all those silly things i did during my childhood..as you can see..i use to try hard to be cool...really really hard..i buy bata shoes,hip trolley bags,etc...but i didnt stop there..

at around the age of 7-9..Walkman was a hip thing...actually not so hip lah discman already came out...but i had this walkman..my guardian gave me..and gawd how privellege i felt with having a walkman at that age...i use it everyday..even at home...but the funny part is that do you know what songs were inside??

nursery rhymes.............

songs like michael row a boat ashore,to the market,catch a falling star,que sera sera and all of that...

cool huh?

haha..i had many cassetes mind you..and it wasnt all those top chart artist..it was all nursery ryhmes..and at that time i was never sick of it..

= ="

wish i had a picture of me then...i think i will scan one next time...

anyway..i realise that my entries is getting lame..so i decided to put some serious facts of my life then..

i wasnt an innocent boy..

in fact during my lower primary days i use to steal,caught fighting..and doing whatever things a child delinquent could do..

I still remember during my time at Blangah Rise.me and my accomplice Azahari(not the terrorist) would creep into the class during recess and would search the bags for any digimon or tamaguchi...we always get one everyday..and we will divide the share alternately..meaning..one day i would take the prize,the next day azahari would..

girls and boys then were much angered to the fact that their digimons were missing that they gave up bringing them anymore..

till now i feel so bad to had ever done this kind of things because its stealing..and stealing is a crime...

also..i love to bang tables..

during classes i would bang them in such an irritating way that all the others that sat around me would leave the table and leave me alone to enjoy my rhythymic percussion...

maybe my real ambition is a percussionist..haha well who knows...lol..

anyway..the story of my life then will continue..im very sure this entry is no longer hilarious coz im getting sick..haha

percussionist????hmmmmmmmm....

...

2005-11-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

anyway...that was me...THEN..so if you guys think of laughing at me now for having such weird taste for fashion well you can dream on..

mind you i dont visit (B)uy (A)nd (T)hrow (A)way anymore..

this is not funny..trust me..

2005-11-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

ok back to Bata...i was crazy about it...reaaallly crazy about it.to me if there was shoes to be bought or sandals...it had to be Bata..all the brands there used to be cool for me..

and i was really really mad...

notably the school shoes..all the new design was mine..ALL MINE..you name it...northstar..bm2k..bm2000...all mine..haha

and it was an icon in my primary school..it was considered hip...very hip..

look at all the shoes..you can be very sure they are from Bata..

and i remember i love to be the trendsetter..

everytime Bata or northstar releases a new design i will make sure i will be first in line to buy it..

and mind you one Bata shoe of mine doesn last long..im like the endurance tester...i put it thru many difficulties like playing soccer realllly terribly till the shoes actually scraped the concrete floor creating a hole on the canvas..

and how i love to keep them clean...i make sure everyday i return home i will take out the shoe whitener and apply multiple coats on my dear shoe...not knowing that it hardens the canvas..making it more liable to tear...

then the shoe condition worsens..till my shoe actually looked as if it was from world war two..

that means...

IT WAS TIME FOR A NEW BATA...

and gawd!!!how i relish those moments..i use to smell the shoes before buying and till now i cant forget the distinct rubber smell of the shoes..

ahhh...the smell...

and socks too must be from bata..and it had to be extra long...

once all of this is bought...ITS TIME FOR SCHOOL...

i will make sure all my frens will notice my new shoes buy keep showing it to their faces..and god how i love their comments...haha..

the conclucion is that one pair of Bata school shoes only last for...three months?

yeah..and when its time to buy new one..you could ask my mom how excited i get when its time...

I was really mad then...really really mad..

imagine this...a sideparting haired boy going to school with extra high socks and truly white school shoes accompanied with a trolley bag...

cool huh?..

ok i think i shall stop here..im getting the headaches..

p.s/...my trolley bag was hello kitty...nah kidding..it was garfield..and im not kidding..

B.A.T.A...psst,its buy and throw away...

2005-11-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

anyway..i was just reminiscing about my primary school days and i find how nerdy and dumb i was..here are the things i did last time..

Mikaail(P1-P6)

1.I love paper aeroplanes..and i use to make challenges with my fren to see whose plane fly furtherst.

2.Play soccer with practically anything that can be kicked..from water bottles to food containers..all kena gangbang..

3.write love letters..pweeeweet..lol..

4.ride the school bus everyday..

5.sing the community songs with much enthusiasm.(..COUNT ON ME SINGAPORE......)

6.Drag my trolley school bag as hard as i could.

7.Wear my school uniform proudly with all neatly in place...the shirt was never tucked out..note the word never..

8.Wear my socks damn high as if i was getting ready to play in a soccer match.

9.Side parting hairstyle.

10.Disturb girls...really disturb them..

11.Play competitions with erasers and many other stationery as part of time-wasting during classes.

12.Be amazed about every aeroplane that flies over the school.

13.Be involved in kiddy-love..haha

14.So enthu about BATA shoes..

ok..i shall write something about bata next time..anyway..gtg..

Im bored..are you?

2005-11-22T17:21:00.000+08:00

ok im bored...really bored...i do stupid things when im bored...so be prepare this gonna be a lame lame entry...

you are bored when:

1.you check out other ppl's blog.

2.you stand in front of the mirror scratching your chest.

3.you create a new dessert by adding milk and milo to two pieces of banana.

4.you sing your school song in a remixed version.

5.you are reading my stupid blog.

6.you watch tv while changing the channel at a rate of two screens per second.

7.you open the cabinet in your kitchen and start rummeging for nothing.

8.you play with the water in your toilet.

9.you bathe for hours whilst singing.

10.you are creating a new blog entry,just like me.

there is many things you can do in life,for others its boredom.

gosh im getting mad...haha..

anyway..cant wait for this thursday...hope the peeps wont get too drunk at their prom for the rayer outing..

and im gonna be screwed pretty badly when school reopen..i skipped ALL the classes..pretty bad eh?

ok..i guess i end it here..

bus annonyances

2005-11-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

I take public transport near everyday(except for school holidays which i spend much time rotting at home)and the journey from my house to school is time consuming..so i can fairly say that im a regular on taking public transport..

but the problem is once you are a regular..you experience much things..and most of it is damn irritating...ESPECIALLY BUS RIDES..

here are the reason why I sometimes dread bus rides:

1.Men/women who stands so close to you while standing on the aisle and his/her crotch is right SMACK in front of your face and you get to smell the aroma of god know's what(pls..if you wish ppl to smell,have a good wash first..not that im interested to smell though but your crotch is just beside me!!)

2.Those old ladies using walking sticks that suddenly have a burst of energy when entering bus/trains for the sake of seats..omg..you should see them...they walk so slow yet when they are in search of seats..you could swear that those legs could run...

3.People who occupies the seat next to them by placing their bags....usually i will purposely seat beside them coz i love to see the disgust on their faces....hahahaha...just joking = ="

4.People whom supposedly just came back from the market and are carrying wet plastic bags.(often you would see some wet liquid on the floor...mind seating?)

and lastly but certainly not the least..

5.Ladies who refuses to open their bags to locate their ez-link cards when there is a problem reading the card~even when there is along queue behind them...

Instead..these ladies choose to perform the famous ez-link dance...

EZLink Dance Steps
Step 1: Raise your arm a bit (handbag around elbow).
Step 2: Bring down your arm just a bit.
Step 3: Repeat Steps 1 and 2 till satisfied. (Sometimes, I see people improvise these steps to include banging their handbags/barang barangs on the card readers.)

so this made me conclude whether this,

is really a friend or a foe....cant you ppl just tap your ez link cards just like...

this...rather than cause a long queue??

and lastly not forget to mention..

6.People who refuses to budge to move to the back of the bus when the people at the entrance are pracically squeezing themselves just like a sardines in a tin...this happens a lot of times at amk...

Omg,if you are guilty of doing any of this above..i wish someday you get shot or something..

pls lah..its PUBLIC transport..not as if your parent's own the company...sure you might wish to mention you pay for the rides...but do have it in your mind that you're not the only ones paying...i pay for the rides too..not as if my parents own them so i get free rides... = ="

so pls make my life and many other lives more convenient by not doing some of the things listed above..

grr....lol...

plastic surgery..get away from it...

2005-11-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

ok..i dunno why but i suddenly feel the urge to write about plasticsurgery..as you guys know plastic surgery,botox and all of that crap are there for those vain ppl to either look younger or look better..but dont they realise the risk of plastic surgeries or even consider the impact it will have upon them morally...think carefully...you might not want to influence your children that plastic surgery is ok and thus making them more prone to have such surgeries in the future if they discover any flaw in their looks or whatsoever..i mean..COME ON...you are born such a way so live it..stop living a life that is masqueraded by ur fakes looks..not that im now on a full attack to plastic surgery but i do think that some ppl abuses this medical miracle...

im all ok if you are naturally in need of the surgery...but those who dont necessarily need it what for splash millions just to have some reconstructed plastic covering ur face just to satisfy your fantasies?ok ppl out there might think that im looking this at a different perspective as im not having problems with my looks but im not being biased here..im here just to speak my mind..

if you wanna know bout the risk do visit this link:http://www.smartplasticsurgery.com/surgery/risks.html

also..plastic surgery reminds me of this guy here below..

ahh yes the king of pop himself michael jackson..mind you this is an old pic..let me show you a more newer picture of Michael

haha..look like a gaunt old hag to me than a king of pop...this is what happened when you get too obssessed with plastic surgery..you might think its nice personally but have you ever thought of the reaction ppl will give when they notice the change?...gross..thats the word i use...

Michael as we all know was the most succesful ever musician other than another legend the King or rock and roll,Elvis Pressley...Michael made millions after many of his albums went platinum...selling millions of copy all over the world..he became very very famous..not only for his music but for his looks...it was acceptable at first...but it got so freakky that his popularity drop instantly...

disgusting isnt it...i rather he have his old looks rather than all of this...

to me..he is one talent that have got it all wrong in the head..he got worse though apart from the surgeries...plenty of allegations about him being involve in multiple sexual encounter with childrens...tsk...freaky guy...

so.i hope i do get the msg across...plastic surgery is a miracle in the medical department..but it could also prove to be one hell of a mistake if abused....

so Michael...ever considered bust enhancement???

grrr..stupid

2005-11-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

sux la..everyday so boring..luckily on thurs got the raya outing with junior outlawz..im certainly much excited about it..lol..money does matters at times..and seems im getting bankrupt..i dont mind earning a few bucks out of nothing..

MY HAIR SUX...

and that is bigtime..the aunty cut so short..summore so thin..i look as if im balding beyond the digits of my age count..omg..and the colour also dissapearing sia..waste my money only..i guess i will colour again soon..something much much lighter..muahaha..lol

ps:I HAVENT WATCH POTTER!!!

anyone watching?

2005-11-21T14:06:00.000+08:00

Thru the darketh nights of old,
i'll ride down on my steed of gold...
For there is no obstacle so hard..
that could tear my heart apart...
Believe,i do
yet confidence i've lost..
For you,i'll pursue..
even though its obvious i've lost..
Yet i smiled at defeat..
For im not weak hearted..
Im here to achieve a feat..
Before all hopes parted..
I will then continue smilling,
long thru the days of old..
and i'll wave while riding..
on my loyal steed of gold..
mike`