Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Its late night..and I cant sleep..
I just had a phonecall and it made realise something..Mayflower isnt that uninteresting after all..
blame my inquisitiveness in this..but..i just noticed that a person is wrong to judge a school by just looking at its performance;be it academic or sports..
One has to be in the school itself to know and to understand a lil better about the whole school..rather than just looking at statistics and written facts that might just be balderdash after all..
its refutable,my statement is..but i used to consider mayflower boring and all..but some people made me realise otherwise and their presence certainly made life in MF less excruciating altogether..
Like I said,its late night..No ordinary Tom,Dick or Harry will be willing to blog two o clock in the morning..
but that phonecall..has years of history explained..
its wrong if you view mayflower just by its statistics..to know a good school,is to try be in it..look around you..look at those faces..every nerd or ah beng or whatsoever has a different story to tell..a tale of their own..and if one was to compile all this up..u'll be able to judge the school much better rather than just looking at those boring facts..
yupp..these stories aint boring at all..im sorry for not be able to explained this in greater detail much due to my restricted ability to blog well and to protect the identity of those involved..
as for me..Im lucky nt to only judge the school by its statistics..but im lucky to have the whole history revolve right around my circle..
Nt boasting though..but i love to make frens..and in school,i have acquaintances aplenty..most have graduated..and whats left are my batch of peeps and those lower sec peeps whom i dont think they noe me..
nt that i care but..the previous batch has many stories to tell..and lucky me..im right smack involved in all those stories..
stories like all those dissing,bitching,and hating and stuffs..and nt forgetting..relationship stories..
hell i noe all of them aplenty..
but after the phonecall..it made me realise that all these bitching and dissing is all wrong..and that it is a drama that shuldnt have taken place at all..its a case of misunderstanding and ppl who get their ideas either misconceptualised or biased.. thus creating such stories revolve among the many of the recent graduated batch..
for the victims..i pity you guys..wrongly accused and have all those fingers wagging at you is of course a suffering which shud nt have become a nitemare of urs in the first place..
for the accusers..pls oh pls question urself whether ur hate to a certain person is correct in the first place..whether it is nt based on emotions of sudden minor mistake made by the victim..
these are stories which the teachers will NEVER know..no matter hw busybody they are to be a part of a student's life..nah..these are stories which i called are the stories that take place in the 'ghetto' part of the school..
lucky me..i know people from both sides..the accusers and the victims..and i have listened to their stories and made quite a conclusion out of them..
that doesnt matter but no matter hw nice or hw bad the stories goes..it still makes my life in MF more tolerable..these stories make life in school interesting..as u listen to all those secrets floating past you and am able to discriminate the biaseness of the situation from the truth..
blame me,a cryptic mind..but one has to adapt to make his excruciating situation to a more 'livable' condition where one might continue 'dragging' his/herself to the end of the journey..
and this is what i have done..listen to all of these stories..and able to know the real TRUTH after listening from both sides..
heh heh..lucky me..
but i expect there are others like me out there..those inquisitive minds that rather dwell on the darker side of the school than all those education crap teachers trying to instill within theirselves..
yes..there certainly are such people..so i much expect to see a lil Mike once i return to MF after graduating..a lil boy in shorts running around and befriending all in his path..getting to know the conflicts between this 'accuser' and 'victim' group and able to get the truth too out of them..
that would really be sweet..
so who says life in school is boring apart from the mundane national anthems and those discipline teachers who are like competing each other to see who among them are able to instill the most fear in the students,its an interesting place to be..
like I said..a different face,a different story..
it makes life much better in school..rather than burying yourself in books its better to take notice of your surroundings and realise that hey!..this is much better than all those crap written in textbooks..
for all those younglings mayflowerians..take it from me..
its a survival tip for ur remaining years in the ruddy school..
for all those graduated..you're foolish lot..all of you..allowing ur mind to be influences by a pivotal figure who instructs the feeling 'hate' by a swish of his forearm..to all readers,pardon me if this content makes no sense or whatsoever..it does makes sense..only that the details are nt included and this makes it harder for you guys to decipher what im ranting about..to those who can..lucky you guys..to those who cant..try to..still unconvinced??then I think I'll have to blame on this late night wake..hurhur..only one will understand this entry well and that one was the person whom i gave the call..hurhur..
" ..it's all about you now.. "