if i cant do it
Thursday, December 08, 2005
fuck it..just fuck it..
whats the feeling when you waited for someone/something for sooooo long then suddenly they are easily taken by another person at first attempt????
a total fucking nightmare..
it havent been confirm but im letting go soon..i cant be cheated and played for too long..i am not that idiot which you think i am...
really fuck it..
anyway here i am on thurs morning doing absolutely nothing except listening to 50 cent's if i cant do it while updating here...and the chorus doesnt make my situation any better..
If I can't do it, homie, it can't be doneNow I'ma let the champagne bottle popI'ma take it to the topFo sho I'ma make it hot, babyrite..obviously i cant do it..and that guy just happily grab it away..
damn it..
anyway..i think im so over the Madonna fever..haha..
now im much attached to slipknot's vermillion and some 50 cent's newest hits..
so all those hopes of being madonna's grandson are all in vain..
there isnt any chance anyway..
sheesh~
" ..it's all about you now.. "